Checking in on day 263. Happy Easter!
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Day 72.
Was up a lot with my baby girl last night.
Life is busy and very hard these days.
I hope you are enjoying your Easter weekend.
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61 days AF checking in
Feeling quite good and relaxed,
Despite of some aching bones and muscles.
Donāt know if I am fighting against an infect or if my body is just happy about a break. 
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Happy everyone!
Currently at work until 4pm and then home to celebrate the holiday with my fam. We dont really do much other than let our son open a few gifts and play some games. No big dinner or anything as we dont have relatives here where we live. So its pretty quiet. Had a chance to do some reading on here today which is always nice! Grateful for every single one of you 
Not much else to report right now. Looking forward to later today and for tomorrow when I can hit the gym in the morning. Have a great day everyone!!
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You have an awesome home gym there!
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Congratulations on 3 weeks Charlie!!!
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Day #6 of abstinence from a heavy cocaine addiction!!! Feeling better every day :DDD
Last night, I saw one of my online friends went to some rave and he was doing a bunch of cocaineā¦ It triggered pretty bad cocaine cravings in myself, but I made sure to use my strategies to calm myself down and keep me from my āmonkey brainā taking over and making me buy/do cocaine. Unfortunately, the cravings lasted all the way to this morning. But still, I resisted the cravings and came back to my senses.
Sure, other people are able to do cocaine and be fine, but not me. I cannot allow myself to do cocaine regardless of if other people were doing cocaine. I still havenāt forgotten that Iām feeling so much better BECAUSE Iāve been staying away from cocaine and taking care of my life; I do not want my life to be on pause again. Using cocaine wouldāve done nothing but put me in a very stressed-out, paranoid, negative thought loop about āI have to quit I have to quit how the fuck do I quitā while continuously railing line after line. Fuck that shit!!!
BTW what kinda music do yall like? Iāve been listening to a lot of heavy songs about addiction. Been helping me stay sober :3 For example: Spotify
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Thanks Dana.
Retired to this home 2.5 years ago and thatās when I began working on it. Every new piece was supposed to bring a stop to drinking and a focus to fitnessā¦ needless to say it didnāt but I starting amassing a decent place to start working out.
Fast forward to January when I decided to get sober and start using the gym dailyā¦ and now here we are coming up on 3 months and loving it more than I thought I ever could.
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Thank you Kristen! 
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Day 137. Girls had a very good easter, they went over to there moms and then are coming to bring me home and they are staying at a hotel bc addie is getting some allergy testint done on Wednesday. We had a good night, ive been very tired and sleepy feeling. Ended up having another relapse dream last night but i dont really remember it this time. Yesterday addie went to a party and me and autumn went for a small bike ride and she played outside with some chalk, it was cold out so we didnt stay out to long. But i did catch myself thinking about how boring of a dad i felt bc idk i was just kinda sitting there watching her and i just dont know what to do sometimes. Idk it had me thinking and kind of feeling like the dad who would never go anywhere with my girls bc i always needed a beer in my hand so i always sat in my chair while they played out back or something while i got drunk. And then idk i found myself thinking of all the times that i would get high smoking crack and randomly pass out, and thinking about how any of those times i could of not woken up. Or the times id keep narcan close to me bc i would be feeling so tired after getting high or doing meth and being afraid i was going to overdose. Was i actually close to death any of those times. Idk but for some reason i was thinking about it. Much love everyone
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Thanks, love the peep diorama!
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@Noshame 326 days AF, & 257 no vapes or cigs! Thatās a big accomplishment! 
@Pattycake Happy Easter to you. 263 days is amazing
@PositiveThoughts way to go on 72 days, busy is good, I hope things start to become easier. Happy Easter to you! 
@Juli1 way to go on 61 days, good to hear that youāre feeling and relaxed. We all deserve to feel that way!
@Butterflymoonwoman 2yrs 1month 18days marvelous, so inspiring.
@john_connor1337 glad youāre here on Day6! Better days are ahead!
@Mindofsobermike 137 days! Keep on keeping on! Sometimes itās good to have those thoughts what youāve been through, so itās used as motivation to not go back to those ways. You got it man!
Afternoon check in, made it back home. We are about to go to an Easter egg hunt that my brother does for the community every year. Iām gonna be on the grill I think, if not Iāll be out there just being of service wherever needed. Hope everyoneās day gets better and better. #ODAAT
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Checking in Sunday afternoon here. Itās been a good morning was up early and got in a good workout and a good run after. Glad the ab challenge is over with 
and can get back to my normal routine. Not much planned today just some meal prep for the week and a meeting later. Hoping everyone enjoys the day 
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Evening (ish) check in. Managed to make it out of bed for lunch, and then again a little while ago to watch 20 minutes of the most boring football match ever 
Now back in bed after that overstimulation, wish I was joking!
So hoping I can stay out of bed for some of tomorrow. The days are all blurring into one now, and my daughter is excited to do something for me. Husband forgot to book leave so back to work after that, so fingers crossed it works out.
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Checking in on day 3.
Was meant to go round my auntās for Easter lunch, but I have the worldās worst cramps 
Just feeling sick and sweaty, so Iāve been trying to sleep through the pain. Iāve taken paracetamol and an NSAID and they donāt seem to be touching the sides.
Glad itās Monday tomorrow, a fresh week.
Have a restful day all, and happy Easter to those who celebrate! 
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Day 442.
Just wanted to check in and let you guys know Iām sober. Iām still a bit down in the dumps, but better rhan yesterday. Hopefully tomorrow Iāll be back to some sort of normal.
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Feel better soon, Indi!
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Checking in 5m11d
Today I remember why I drank. But Iām not going to.
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Checking in 33 days. HAPPY EASTER to all!
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@K_S , I donāt think Iāve ever regretted a day in the gym brother. Itās all about just doing it, making it a habit, and it becomes exponentially more enjoyable the more often you do!
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