@Millie_1987 Wishing you the best of luck, sending blessings and strength.
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Thank you, thatās really sweet of you
The reason I want to stay sober is I have so much to lose. In sobriety I earned the trust back from the people I love, got a promotion, lost weight, was productive again. No hangovers and anxiety attacksā¦ My life changed completely. It would be so stupid to give that all up. I want to be sober and Iām gonna protect it more than ever.
Itās good to hear your story 
Hereās to no more day 339 (well, for you ;), Iāll get there again 
)
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So sorry to hear youāre having a hard time, Millieā¦ Relapses suck, but they can be an opportunity to tweak your toolset. What triggered this and what can you do differently next time? Itās a slow and tough process, but so worth it
Ik wens je alle sterkte!
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@Naomi
You and I are on the relapse journey together.
My relapse was after 5 years (1 day of idiocy). So all that time is not lost.
I am tracking my time as before and after relapse =
1896 days (before relapse) ā 1 days (after relapse)
Working on day 2 
Stay strong
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Checking in 2963 days. A little over a month to 3000! I am charging my car. Itās cool but sunny here in San Diego. No reindeer @Finn. Iām a little disappointed about that, lol! I finished a work project yesterday so today I will go back to research, getting to know a code we might have to implement and making a spreadsheet of how to use it. Then this evening I will help the youth group make lasagna for a fundraiser tomorrow night. They are raising funds for building supplies to go to Mexico to build a house for a family. They do it every year and last year I went along. Super worthwhile. Hope everyone has an awesome day/evening and a sober 24 hours.
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I remembered that i was asked for a photo today but i didnāt have phone with mešmaybe tomorrow!
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Finally back from outside karts at the store
Inside for the next 4hours then I get to go home
Iām on karts 3 more days after today
Work moral was low for me all morning
I have to stay aware of sneaky thoughts to smoke cigs or any addiction. Creeps up in the moment but hasnāt got me.
Sometimes Iām thinking fk it just 1 but Iām aware of my abstinence to substances goal and my family also is kept in mind
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Hey! I read your post earlier here. Definately no days (year(s)) lost, minus one. I feel ya 
Iām glad you didnāt completely spiral out of control too champ! Day 1896 +1š„
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Checking in, day zero again. Just letting you all know that Iām still here, breathing and fighting for a better life. Thank you so much for all of your kind messages!
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Stay strong, new start with all the lessons you have learned to back you up this time. Sending many positive thoughts.
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No apologies need. Love your posts.
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Happy birthday to your husband. Day 1 will soon be Day 2. Stay strong.
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Love you back! Sober days are amazing and so glad you are keeping up your gym routine
@Tragicfarinelli . Cherish your sober time and protect it instead like a part of your soul rather than a tally you need to reach out tick off.
I think this is good stuff. Keep thinking having to go back to day 1 should be a great motivator to remain sober.
Checking in for me at 332 days. 3 days from 11 months. I never ever want to see a day 1 again.
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Ever ever again, itās easier to fight the cravings and pain than give in to destruction. Keep fighting 
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Welcome and there are many of us that have been in the same boat. I will scream it from the mountain tops I LOVE THE TS COMMUNITY. I have found it to be extremely helpful. I hope you do as well. You got thisā:muscle:š©·:purple_heart:š©·
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WELCOME BACK š©·šš©· Iām sure many of the others have had you in their thoughts as well. Iām so happy to see you back. Have an amazing day and weāre always herešŖODAAT
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Fighting for a better life is why I stay sober
Nothing bad has ever happened only because I donāt drink or smoke. Sobriety isnāt blamed by me for any reason
Welcome back friend
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Checking in on day 19!!! Hope you are all doing well today. I totally had a whole post written and forgot to post it lol AGAIN Iām caffeinated, worked out, and about to knock out some chores before I go get my new toy (keyboard/synthesizer) Iām so excited. A little treat for my efforts and saved money lol Love you all š©·šš©·
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Thank you, my friend! Yes, one day at a time or to be precise, one moment at a moment because right now I have a terrible hangover and Iām just trying to breath and not to freak out. Breath in, breath out. Oh yes.
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