Checking in on day 64.
The last few days i had a little bit of brain fog and not so much energy, also not so much motivation as usual. I am still trying to manage my time and often I have the feeling like everything is to much. To much things I have to manage and to constantly make decisions for myself and for others.
I just try to take it day by day and somehow stay on top of the things and meetings and to Dos. Today i took the half day of just to get with my fiancé to the shopping centre and relax a bit. Feel a bit guilty but it’s ok.
What scared me, I had sometimes the thought „maybe I can manage now drinking“ or „when I’m going on vacation maybe I could drink there and then stop“. - I know I can’t. I now when my girlfriend gets one drink from the grocery store and I ask where is the rest for her. I am just not normal in that way.
Any suggestions for me? Maybe someone here also deals with overworking and „maybe“ self induced stress. Did you also had those thoughts of drinking, how did you manage this?
Thank you all, even if I right now don’t have the brain capacity to check in everyday, I am still reading all of your check ins and staying strong with you all!
Wishing everybody a good 24!