Checking in daily to maintain focus #75

End of day check in. Almost the end of my day 8. Exhausted is putting it mildly. I feel stretched thin, not quite with it, low, like I need a good cry but not sure what to cry about, and my minds running, but empty. Went to my second meeting tonight with a long term friend, who’s honestly seen me at some of my lowest points. We both needed that meeting. I thought about speaking, but I was blank and having a hard time focusing on what was even being said, let alone remembering the daily reading that was the topic. Absorbed what I could, and had a decent talk on the way home. I have absolutely no urge to drink today, none. Looking forward to the next two days off, and sleeping, maybe some good naps. My brain and body need the rest.

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