Checking in daily to maintain focus #8

[050Nl]

Liefde broeder !!! Go go gadget good days

[Sassenach]

Checking in 12 days sober. Feeling good!
On a side note…I just ate a cheeseburger for the first time since I was a kid and enjoyed the hell out of it. Mhmm. I’ve been missing out.

[Sassenach]

@Jane.c idk!! for some reason I always thought I didn’t like them?! I guess my tastebuds have finally matured
And thank you!! I’m so inspired by your 187 days! I’m sorry you’re feeling down, and hope things get better for you soon

[TrueSpiritRyuu]

I feel you about that anxiety

[Desire2ChangeToday]

[Joy]

1600 days of freedom from the nicodemon and 250 days alcohol free, congrats Menno!
You were the first person to welcome me here and encourage me on my smober journey. You’re truly inspirational my friend. Much love.
Blessings and sobriety!

[C_8]

@CapriciousCapricorn and @Joy Awesome numbers ladies!!!

You both get this

[Joy]

Congrats on 500 days of sobriety, you’ve got this!
Keep on keeping on.
Blessings and sobriety!

[Matt]

Hard day today. Got a written warning from my boss because I have neglected some online training that I was supposed to do. He was very professional and took time to speak with me and listen, but he said, I have to do this now, I’ve been reminding you for weeks.

This is the first time I’m noticing the behaviour of “I can do this later” is really just me thinking the rules don’t apply to me. Classic addict behaviour right? I never saw it so clearly before.

I had a lot of negative self talk but realized this is not the end of the world and this is something I can do. I can finish these videos, and I will, tomorrow.

I am sober though. Did not lose track of that. Stuck with it. Rode the emotions, and they passed.

I’m not special. The same rules and deadlines as apply to others, apply to me. Ok. On to the next day

[ifs]

Day 466. Dialed things back a bit today, put some of the to do list on hold for now. It makes me uncomfortable, fearful even that I’m not doing everything I should be, but that’s the way it is. Talked to psychiatrist and got meds adjusted too, which hopefully will help me not feel so tense all the time. Hoping things start to turn around because I am just fried. Fried and a half.

I have just determined that certain of my feelings require maintenance and need to be taken offline. They will be unavailable for the entirety of February 14, 2020. Some emotional functions will not be possible during this time. I apologize for any inconvenience this may cause.

[ifs]

Still got the love for @discobot though.

[discobot]

Hi! To find out what I can do, say @discobot display help.

[Joy]

Yay… 6 months of sobriety, way to go!
Keep on stacking them days.
Blessings and sobriety!

[Nvbookthief]

Day 64! Today was rough, not good. I feel like I’m fully in the wall, and I got some bad cravings for the first time in a while. I’m also just struggling to balance school, work, and sobriety and it’s been challenging.

[Joy]

Sending you strength to curb those cravings and help in your struggles. ODAAT all will be sorted.
Blessings and sobriety!

[WorkingMama]

Looking forward to feeling that way too!

[C_8]

My little girl (dog) Josie will be 91 on Feb 14, 2020 (13 irl).
She’ll give you lots of sniffs (from afar) tomorrow. Hope you don’t mind.

[C_8]

@ifs You are still the only person I have seen @discobot “like” Are you his creator?

[ifs]

The exact nature of our relationship is classified.

Nah, we’re just buds.

[ChyB]

Have a good one y’all