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I’m back to work today, it will be interesting to see what I can and can’t do with my stitched up finger. I still got my brain. And nine functional fingers. I feel it will be alright.
Had a long walk yesterday morning, visiting some of the citywide garage sales going on. Which was nice enough, even though I didn’t buy any stuff. I’m not that much of a hoarder. Also it made me feel a bit lonely at times, too many folks around, which made me feel skittish and shy. Some of my old social anxiety playing up.
Was back at home around noon and decided not to go out no more. Read a book instead, and felt glad to be away from it all. I did realize -again- I want some new friends in my own vicinity. Made some great friends online, here in particular, but would like some to meet and befriend some new folks in my own town as well. Still not sure how to tackle that. Not going to meet them sitting here.
But work first. I’m going to make today as good a day as I possibly can and hope you will all do too. Sober and clean or nothing will come of it. Much love form my hood.