Closed - Checking in daily to help maintain focus #5

Day 1050+. Got an 11% raise today. Life is good God is great. Stay sober stay strong.

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92 Days. Stuck at work late tonight. Not only do I have a ton of work to do but my car won’t start. Had a really stressful day too. This is all testing my sobriety. I will stay strong!!

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Sounds like a great day!! Good for you.

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653 and change. Watched my granddaughter the last 2 days because she was sick and had top stay home. I am now sick and have to teach classes. This is not fun. However watching her was worth it. Now as long as I dont get kicked in the stomach I may not vomit. Tae Kwon hurl lol

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Day 10.

Not much good to say so I’ll say very little. I hope and wish everyone had a very good day today :heart:.

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You’re still sober. That says a lot! :partying_face::clap::+1:

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I hear ya and I do appreciate the nice words. Thank you. It’s just hard to get up about it when this is nothing new by any means. In my head rn it’s just the start of a new cycle where eventually I crash and burn. Destroy something else I cherish and hold dear. Today’s not that day and I’ll hold onto that but consistency is the most inconsistent thing about me.

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It sounds like you’re searching for motivation.

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Well, I’m glad you’re here still!

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Maybe I am… I’m very tired and hurt by my antics. But I’ve been tired before and I’ve hurt before.

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The reason I have been able to accomplish what I’ve accomplished here is due to the fact that I started believing that I really could. That was the only thing that could motivate me, the belief that I could, that I had found exactly the thing I needed to succeed. I really wanted to quit before, and I hated what I was doing, but I had failed so often before.

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Oh gosh… So sorry! That sounds like a mess to deal with. I hope you get your car all sorted out & get home soon! Stay strong. :blush:

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checking in at day 60. about to go pick up my 2 month chip. i’m so ecstatic i made here all on my own. if you would’ve told me 60 days ago i was gonna be here, i would’ve laughed in your face. i live to fight another day. the struggle is the blessing.

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Feeling anxious this evening and want a drink. Im sure finding an unopened box of wine hidden in the closet where I put the kids christmas presents earlier today didnt help. Told my husband about it and said he can do what he wants with it. Hopefully I can just get to bed early tonight and move on to a fresh day tomorrow

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Finally home but had to leave my car at work. Something with the ignition, key won’t turn. Hopefully hubby can fix it over the weekend. I shouldn’t be driving anyway since my license is suspended so I guess my higher power is punishing me. :grimacing:

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Me reading your post :point_down:

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Glad you’re home. Hope you can relax some.
And, uhmn, hope the car is ok soon! :kissing_heart:

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:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: I need that. Thank you @C_8

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Thank you God.

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@C_8 This is perfect :rofl::rofl::rofl: @Lisa07 probably best to not be driving after all. Hope it’s not too hard of a fix anyway. I hate car trouble!

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Hope you’re able to resist! Boxed wine is definitely not worth it!! Stay strong. :blush: