Here are my beefs, rants and grievances for today…
The constant rain.
Having to move out and into an apartment next month.
My Sister’s issues with her bad heart valve.
Mom’s ongoing, slow recovery.
Always having to put together crap my wife orders from Amazon.
In-Law tension between Mom and spouse…always caught in the middle.
People who drive like a-holes in the rain.
Depression days that flatten me.
My desire for emotional honesty while my husband just wants me to fake it and be okay.
The extremely loud motorcycle bar that opened up on my block.
FRO.
People who vomit out toxic positivity as if they were the second coming of Christ, then are offended that I don’t want to be around them. They are free to live their life as they wish, but that doesn’t mean I am obligated to subject myself to it.
Ha,ha…“toxic positivity”. Never heard that term before. I have nothing against positive people, but some folks can be a bit over the top with it and it can get a little wearing after a while. It’s like, geez Pollyanna…CHEER DOWN!
I love that! “Toxic positivity” i can think of a few people that come to mind. I think what bothers me about it is that it is so over the top it seems fake not genuine, IMO.
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Thank you dear friend It was this book I read and some fucking nightmares that messed me up. Book finished and now to bed for fresh nightmares Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully with Döner for lunch = lot better
Paying $50 for shorts because cheaper ones were sold out
Feeling anxious about how friends may respond to my sobriety
Unexpected alcohol placement in shows causing a craving
Waking at 2am to go to the toilet then not falling asleep for 2 hours (I get up at 4:30am)
Being kept awake for 2 hours by thoughts of when the pitter patter of little feet in our house will no longer be heard
These can FRO!
Ditto, maybe since 5 or so. My son is 16 and seemed to develop it at 11 and might have it worse actually. Also has a form of Tourettes. I think a lot of these things are comorbids stirred into a giant greasy pot.
Agreed. I have tried my hardest not to let it show to my daughter, or anyone else for that matter, but I’m sure I’ve slipped. There’s been a couple times she’s complained about eating, but not nearly to the extent I did when I was a child. It’s such a struggle to live with at times.
For sure. I don’t once remember losing it outwardly but of course there was plenty of anger inside. I remember badly failing a University exam bc my friend’s throat clearing made me see red and I couldn’t focus on anything else. When the audio then also morphs into visual you know you got a problem!
Mouth breathers and snoring sets me off. I’m just glad I finally discovered it was a real, named disorder, which was just a few years ago. Made me feel less alone, and less crazy