First off, welcome! You’ve come to the right place! And it takes bravery to post and be 100% honest about your struggle. Take a gander ‘round and consider chiming in on this thread with other folks who are early in their recovery:
One thing that has helped me tremendously is to check in here every day and set my intention to be sober, and to lay my head on the pillow at night sober. You can come here the next time you’re wanting to drink or having a craving and we’ll help talk you out of it! Getting involved here and making connections is bound to help you on your way to finding out how to stay sober. Hang in there, you’re worth a happy, sober life!