I’m almost at 9 days with no alcohol. I’m having a really hard time tonight and the cravings are bad. I knew my drinking was out of control and was definitely a problem. Was close to losing a lot of people who care about me the most. I think the hardest part right now is I know I needed to stop but didn’t make the decision on my own. Got a dui last Friday and am on probation for 1 year with getting tested weekend for alcohol. The cravings are just awful. What should I do? If I mess up it will not just be a set back. There will be consequences I will have to face with my probation officer.
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First let me congratulate you on your 9 days of sobriety. We all know that’s not easy. Life throws so many curve balls and you chose to stay sober and have been successful for 9 days! Great job! I wish I can say “cravings will one day disappear and never come back.” I think it’ll always be there and sometimes cravings will be stronger than other times, but you have to be remain strong. You’re already strong… you’re choosing a challenging journey! You’re 9 days in… keep going 
you can do it! We are here for you. Oh, and don’t be hard on yourself! Love yourself … we all make mistakes, my friend.
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Congratz of 9days sober @Kd1989 you made your choice thats awesome . Hang in there .do good things for your self. IT will lead you to the good life. You ever tried Aa? Find someone you can talk With, someone you can trust . Be in charge take back your life. I think you are tough and strong. Belive in your self . You can do this . Small steps . There is always hope if you are willing. And you are here. Here is Tons of support .
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Get to an AA meeting immediately, and allow those with experience to show you the path. Just do it. Best wishes.
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That is such a powerful statement you made. “There is always hope if you are willing.”
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@Kd1989 congratulations on 9 days! I would encourage you to read the posts under the category Advice and Questions. Lots of useful information there. Also the category My Story. Lots of posts there I could relate to or it was like I was reading my own story and I think you will too.
YouTube has great AA speakers that tell there stories.
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I live by that @Lvng1dayatatime1 im 150% i got No choice otherwise . My family support is awesome. My group too as well as my sponsor .and this forum too !!
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