I am literally within my first few hours, for the 57th time it feels like. 
I feel like I would be alright if my mind wasn’t constantly racing?? But then again, I’m not sure. I just want this feeling to go away! This feeling of sickness, both physical and mental, spiritual and emotional. I am an anxious, depressed, confused mess! I guess my question or the point for this post would be this: Am I supposed to be feeling like this?? Is it normal, whatever normal is, to be in the state that I’m in?? Why do I wanna use so badly?? It literally solves NOTHING & I know that, but I still crave it??? WHY!!!
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Thank you, but my addiction isn’t alcohol. But it works the same way I suppose 