Daily check in for SWAM after relapse #8 ❤

Oh snap! I thought this was the daily check in thread. :woman_facepalming:t5: sorry

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That sucks Mario. I think after all the interviews he should’ve called.
Something better must be in store for you! Seriously; we can look back and see where some things that have happened were a blessing in disguise. :hugs:

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I love your letter. Imagining someone said that to me. :green_heart::fist:

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It’s not worries at all I dont mind :blush:

Agreed! And I totally agree @ThajokerNL they should have ring, that’s just seems a bit rude ay

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When I want to be really unkind to myself I do this instead and pretend I’m talking to someone else. I usually realise after I’ve written it that I am being a bully to myself if I am being nasty but I wouldnt if it were another person.

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I’m having a moan today.

11 days 15 hours in. Today it’s hot as heck I cant breathe. I feel so nausiated from the heat. Tryna stay hydrated. Just got called into hogs to as my boss’s mum has to go to A and E. I’m confused about so much in my life. I’m restless as and the itch to use is real. After hogs I’ll be heading to a meeting ofcourse. But ugh…something positive…water is free!

:heart::v:

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Hang in there Stacey! You’re doing so great taking it one day at a time. You’ve fought so hard to get here. Rooting for you girl!

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This has made me happy this morning Stacey. Well done girl.
Just another day on our new life sober journey.
:smiley:

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Hey everyone,

12 days 11 hours check in.

I am doing okay today. I shared in the meeting last night and I completely broke down. I opened with I am not okay and then shared my pain and frustration and the distress my friend has caused me. I am grateful I have the love and support of other people on the same journey as me.

I’m grieving but I’m clean.

:heart::v:

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It’s better out than in Stacey. Sharing is part of the process.
Keep smiling girl

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Day 14.
I am working step 2 and sober growth mindset with all my being. :joy: A plant I thought I lost is coming back. We have to keep coming back. Had a fight with my husband last night. Me sober is a new thing to him. But he supports me. Still it’s hard for both of us, all these changes. But I show up. Every day is a new chance. Grow…

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:heart: Wanted to just send you my heart but 10 characters needed. So this is all overkill :joy:

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Oops. Sorry @Swam … thread names are similar

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Awwwww your heart? I will treasure it and hold it dear!! :blush::blush:

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Your are Korean than welcome to use this thread if you like. There are some amazing supports on here for me and I know they would be more than happy to extend that support to you…RIGHT TEAM?? :blush::blush::heart::heart:

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@Swam

Stacey you being silent makes me wonder.
How are you today? Did you manage to coop with the heat and all.

And you okay if the topic name is changed into something more personal to you? People seem to find their way here more often :joy: say the word and I can change it for you if you can’t.

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Day 21, and feeling a little vulnerable today :pensive:

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Hey Nate, I’m glad to hear that you’re still hanging in there. Keep it up! Day 59 for me.

And good job on the 12 days @Swam

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Hi everyone (@ThajokerNL sorry I been quiet)

Checking in at 2 weeks :grin::grin: yay!!!

I am soooooooo stoked but tired and grumpy and life is throwing me some intense things but I’m okay.

I’m so excited mybsponsor was going to make me wait til 30 days to start step works but she said the committment I’ve shown getting to two weeks has made her change her mind so I meet with her today about the step work and I get to start yay!!!

Hope everyone is well :blush:

:heart::v:

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