Daily check in for SWAM after relapse #8 ❤

Congrats and I like your new title!!

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Thank you hehe. I had to change it cause it was the same as the big check in hahah

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That is amazing! No sorry no obligations here but I was just missing out on my daily swam.

And that serves right!!! 2 weeks time and stepwork yeahhhh.

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Thanks @KevinesKay. Had a good day today.

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Well done @Swam great milestone 2 weeks :+1:t4:

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How did I miss this!?! Congrats Stacey! 2 weeks is f**king huge. You’ve worked so hard and deserve to treat yourself to cake or something. I’m so happy for you. :hugs:

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Woo-hoo!! 2 weeks is amazing girl! Keep up the good work. You are strong and brave. :muscle: :blush: :hugs:

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It’s great to see this Stacey! Well done.

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Hehehe you make me feel so supported. Everyone here does it blows my mind.

Hey everyone,

Working on day 17 :crazy_face:. Uhm if I’m honest I am suprised lol. Really suprised. I cant believe I made it this far. I had church and class yesterday so I couldnt start then but I am starting on the questions today :blush:. I’m so nervous. But I’ll be posting as I do them. It’s going to be interesting haha I’m not gna lie I’m petrified. I’m a little worried the questions will trigger my C-PTSD but I’m trying to trusting Higher Power to protect me from my trauma and allow me to process and digest things so I can heal.

I hope you are all doing well. Sending love!
:heart::v:

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I was about to give you a shout out on the you are missed thread before I went to sleep. Its sooo good to see those days, Funny how you get certain people stuck in your head. I think it’s bc your posts are usually so open and honest. I pick up on a lot of pain in your life, this is what makes me so proud of you. :100::heart::100::muscle::100::pray:. God has a plan for you yet.

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Thanks so much lovely! :blush::heart:

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hope you’ve found some peace in your day. More importantly I hope you’ve found some peace in yourself.

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I have actually. I did some bible study this morning and gna do a little bit of step work in a minute. And I had a good chat with a dear friend of mine too. Today is going well so far. I feel abit of unrest in my body but I’m sure itll pass. Thank you for your kind words. How are you?

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It’s really great to hear about your progress, Stacey. Keep it up!

it’s a groovy Tuesday and I’m now off to work. If there is a reason to be sad today I’m going to turn the other way I only walk the happy path.

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Have one day at a time attitude :slightly_smiling_face:
That’s all what really takes - just one, each present day.
Stay focused and remember what’s important for You - staying sober.
Life will indeed put You through many hard choices, but You Yourself know what’s best for You.
If the only thing that keeps You and Your boyfriend together is getting high together, then You already know, that You need to separate Yourself from him and instead find someone, who would actually encourage You in Your sober life :innocent:
All the best :blush::hugs:

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Its just difficult I suppose. But I did tell him my thoughts.

Of course it is difficult.
Though at the challenging times, person’s true intentions come out.
Even if it won’t work between You too, then I’m sure You’ll meet someone else, who will support You in what’s important for You :slightly_smiling_face:

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Hi team,

So I’m allowed to start the step work, I have the book to do it, and I just cant bring myself to actually start. I’m so freaked by it. Why??

Hopefully I’ll do it soon.

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