The struggle is real today
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You inspire me! Thank you
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Hang in there lady! You’re doing great. Just stay sober today. One day at a time.
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Today is a hard day. Do you ever suddenly have an epiphone that you’re on the receiving end of someone elses addiction story; a casualty like the line of casualties left along my own journey. It sucks. It gives me a sense of so many things. How the people I’ve hurt feel. How God feels every time I choose to rely on something or someone other than him. My heart is broken today. But maybe its necessary. Maybe it’s the least of what I deserve. 
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The past is the past. The past is written, but the future is up to you. You can’t change the past nor forget it. You must let go of the guilt, but remember what you did wrong as a lesson so that you don’t screw up in the future.
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God speed! You look like milion bucks mam.
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Its not about deserving. It is about enduring, dont feel broken about it. People cross your path have a purpose in your existence and when paths seperate there’s merely a lesson to be learmeffor us. Not a loss really. Be okay with you. 
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Thank you so much
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Thank you 
Up at 7am! Checking in. Sending love
I’m going back to bed 
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Is that you Stacey? Wow!
Hope you are well?
Hi team, checking in day 170. I’m abit depressed but soldiering on. All the love
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Feeling depressed also will pass.
Isn’t life beautiful is you look at it from a sober angle 
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Congratulations on attending your first meeting! It’s totally normal to not feel good during your meeting(s). I sobbed the entire hour of my first AA meeting. Just keep going back and be patient with yourself. Try to observe your reactions without judging them negatively. When you’re feeling like using, maybe make a pros and cons list - the pros usually are only “I’ll feel good when I’m high” and “I’ll forget my problems for awhile”. The
cons are numerous. “I’ll feel bad when I come down”. “My problems will still be waiting for me afterwards”. “I could lose my partner/job/kids…get a DUI…spend my food and rent money…destroy my body…do/say something I’ll regret…be disappointed in myself (again)…” etc etc
Keep it up and be proud of yourself for taking the first step 
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Don’t let the enemy make you believe that just cause you stumbled, it’s over. Get back up, dust yourself off, and go at it again. Your doing good. Keep it up.
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You are basically the girl version of me . I am going throught the same thing at the minuite. 8 days off the drink.I am still a moody bugger but thats just me. Sleeping at night is better and i am eating better and keeping hydrated but there is always a voice in the back of my head telling me i will fail.
I also see what drink has and is doing to people around me and you know what **** them
Focus on you getting better and do not give in xx
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Hey! It has been nine days. How are you?
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Hi my 
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This is a quick check in on 182 days. Had a massive hysterical meltdown last night. I am okay today. But I was so tempted to use. I didn’t. But I wanted to for the first time in a while. Hope everyone is okay. Sorry for being quiet. Medical issues have had me isolating myself and distancing myself from socializing. How are all of you?
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WELL DONE!!! Sorry for the late reply. I haven’t really been checking in. How far along are you now? How are things for you? Are you okay??
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hey there!! Haha boy version of me. Hehe I like that!!! How are things for you?? Are you okay? I got some bambillo pillows and my sleep has been amazing the last few days. They make me excited to go to bed haha. I worked this week too. So I feel good about my weekend. How’s life treating you?