Just for today my friend.
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Checking in on Day 140 everyone. Hope you guys are all doing well!
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Those numbers are resonating 
I am at 305ish so 2 more months… Cannot believe we will be sober for longer then we were yesterday 
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Right??? Everyday is a blessing for sure!!!
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lovin the strength you have now, everyday you are growing. Congratulations 
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Hey everyone. Last night was rough. I had a complete mental breakdown and exhausted today but oddly enough I feel emotionally better than I did yesterday. So here’s to another day. Just for today
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When it is out there its out there.
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Day 142…how did this happen lol
I’m learning to be grateful for what I do have. Like another sober day. I need to kick vaping next …freaking out. But i want to do it. So who knows. Might add it to the list. Have had to regulate eating and stop buying icecream plus watch my pain meds carefully…its been tough today…pain is so bad but refuse to overdo it. Only God can help me now.
Hows everyone else going?
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147 days. I went to an AA meeting today. It was interesting. Uhm hate to say it…but I’m losing grip. Overwhelmed. Tired. Stressed. I dont know…uhm #emotional-support
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Hang in there mate one day at a time the rough seas are always ganna be there just pray and you will find a calm in and after the storm
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I am having just that today. Exhausted.
I believe this will pas. It really will.
Dont give in today, lets see what tomorrow brings.
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Thanks @ThajokerNL. Yesterday was rough feeling much much better today. Last 3 questions of step one to do today and then I meet my sponsor in a few hours to start going through them hehe yay. #winning
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Nice!
We accept we are powerless.
For me that felt like being halfway there.
I am sick i found a medicine and it works!
Ready for step 8 over here, will write some today you inspired me to start
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So honest. Fear, resentment and second guessing is what your addiction wants. I am very happy you do not give up. That is a HUGE part of what will drive you forward towards your goal. Keep up the fight and keep your head held high. You are beautiful because you try. Best of luck. God is carrying you when you only see 1 set of footprints in the sand.
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Good man!!! Well done!! I’m so excited to have finished Step One. Now we are going through it bit by bit and until I start Step Two I have a daily inventory task to do so I’m excited hehe
Thank you! I actually have a little ornament that has that story printed on it. I love it.
Checking in at 147.82 days hehe yay. Today was good. I am slightly tired but doing well. I am trying to look at life abit differently. Seeing catch ups with friends as a connection and not a task. I have this tendency to want to tick boxes. And I’ve been seeing my relationships this way. I am very much a destination person, which comes in handy with organising and planning, but it causes me to miss opportunities to really connect with people and life as a whole. I realise now my recovery will be a life long journey. As funny as it sounds I also only just realised life is a life long journey. I have always just tried to get things done rather than enjoying moment by moment as it comes. I need to be mindful and really appreciate the blessings of being alive. This is sober life, experiencing activities, emotions, sensations, thoughts and so much more. So this is me today. Trying to figure out who I am, what i do and dont enjoy. It’s scary and beautiful all in one. And I think I am okay with that.
Hope everyone is having a great day!
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Your positivity is motivating. Keep them coming.
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Checking in on day 155!!
I got Baptised today!!! I’m so so so excited! Praise God for another day sober x
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That’s fantastic Stacey!! Congrats!! You’re looking beautiful and happy. 
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