Daily check in for SWAM after relapse #8 ❤

What a beautiful message stace!
I believe the same without calling it a name.
My higher power will put me in the places i need to be and people on my path whom i need to grow.

I keep checkin in to this app to see how you are, don’t know why exactly but you have a place on my path still. Therefore I’d like to thank you have a good day despite what god puts onnor path thengood and the not so good.

Big hugs from the Netherlands

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Thanks hun! Day 114 today. Making my way to 180 days, one day at a time. Hope you are well! X :heart:

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Hey guys, checking in at day 123. Whoa i don’t think I’ve reached this far before. Its been a long journey and I know I have a long journey ahead. I’ve been doing well I think. I was abit sad when someone told me they didn’t think I was stable. And then when I said I thought I am and asked why she thought that, which was cool, instead of getting upset straight away I asked her why, and she said, “just the other day you said you were struggling and sad and stuff” and I told her that struggling emotionally, which is normal when a friend dies, is not the same as being unstable. I have been hurting, but I haven’t gotten high, or acted with impulse, or been erratic and destructive. So I explained to her that feeling sad is not the same as being unstable and that inspite of intense emotions I’ve been doing the right things day by day and not letting my emotions consume me and paralyze me. I think she understood better after that. So I was pleased with my response. So here goes another day. I finally have a day off which is so nice I needed it. So praying for you all today! Have a great day. Love you all. :heart:

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This right here is huge growth. I’m really proud of the way you handled it Stacey. What a very mature conversation. I’m very sorry for your loss but it sounds like you’ve got a good grip on how to handle this sober. And I bet that person learned a lot from your great explanation about feelings versus instability. Keep up the good work. :two_hearts:

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Thank you hehe I did a thing haha

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Stace,

Its been a while.
How’s life!
I am not on here far enough.

Been fillin my life the art of poetry and it takes up my attention.
I still visit my NA groups regularly and I sponsor fellows in recovery.

Also taken the leap of dating again. Its been one hell of a ride pfffff

Hope to hear from you lots of love :heart:

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Hi hi hi,

Sorry I’ve been so quiet. I’ve been in the same boat, filling my time with work and church and all sorts really.

I started a new diet and I’ve lost 7kgs so far which is neat.

Still clean.

And no dating for me :smile:

But all is well I was pleased to hear from you. Miss our chats

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Well! Thats why i bothered postin. You are doing it!!!
Happy to read this stace :heart: