How are you holding up @swam?
Who knows really
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Oooo!! I’ve not seen your cheeky little face for ages.
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I think you know really. If you’re willing to be honest with yourself. I’m glad to see you post something & that Kevin gave you a shout out because I’ve been wondering about you. Kevin just beat me to checking in on you. 
We really do care & want the very best for you! So how can we help? What’s going on?
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And I didn’t notice the response from @swam until just now. It didn’t show up on my notifications. I’m switching this thread from tracking to watching so I don’t miss any other responses.
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Hi everyone, I’m on day 3. Trying again…I’ve been so depressed I dna what to do with myself. I think about killing myself all the time. And I’m so tired of the cycle…good bad gold bad up down up down. I’m exhausted and I just want out of this place.
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Well, I’m glad you didn’t.
Don’t give up on yourself. Ever. you’re so young and you got you’re whole life ahead of you. It does get better.
And congratulations on the 3 days. Please check in with us more often. We want to know how you’re doing.
Hey there glad to see you’re still here. Getting sober can feel like hell and take us to some dark places. One thing is for sure you are not alone in this, unfortunately the world we live in is full of addicts of all kinds. Hang in there girl, you’re stronger than you think. If you want to chat you can message me or I’m sure anyone on this forum. I feel like isolation definitely leads to relapse. Hope you are doing well and prayers and love to you 
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3 days is good! Keep up the hard work. It’s the beginning. I believe in you.
I remember when I was barely starting out clean and didn’t feel like 3 days was enough. Today, I know any amount of clean time MATTERS. 
Be kind to yourself, take it easy. It won’t be a piece of cake but it will be okay in due time.
I wish you the best. 3 days and counting… I’m rooting for you.
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Hey everyone I havent even managed to read all these messages, I promise I will as soon as I can. My depression is bearing the crap out of me and my physical disability is at it with a vengeance so I cant even think atm. I’m just trying get rhkugh day by day. But I am heading into day 5 regardless. Managed to avoid it somehow. Dont ask me how…maybe physical pain has been a blessing somehow I dont know. I’ve had tons of “just kill yourself already” attacks but I’m still here. Just wanted to let you know I’m holding on by a thread but a thread none the less. I promise I’ll put proper effort into reading each message ASAP. Love you all x
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Glad to hear your still holding on. Happy New year
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I’m so happy to hear your still clean and sober. I was getting worried about you and added you to the “you are missed thread”. Hang in there girl and we look forward to hearing from you soon. 
So sorry to hear this and that you are in pain!! So very proud of you for pushing through and getting to day 5. Keep going. Don’t quit. You WILL get better and feel better sober. And please, please don’t act on the killing yourself thoughts! Reach out to a professional, a suicide line, or on here. Please I beg you. Your life is valuable and you have a lot of people (@KevinesKay @ThajokerNL @Lisa07) and others who care about you! Praying for you Stacey!
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5 days is a good start, Stacey. One day at a time.
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You have been there before swam! And you know very well… It will pass. It is all temporary and you will feel better in a bit.
I cannot say happy new year to you… But I do wish you a positive 2020 with love and laughter at some point 
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Hey everyone. I miscounted and I’m actually on day 5 today. Which is still cool. Im gna go through all my notifications and reply to each message. I really appreciate you guys keeping me in your thoughts and prayers. So I’ll get through them but by bit. But Hi and I hope you are all having a great new year and I will do my replies as quick as I can. My hands arent working right so it may take me a bit but I will I promise x
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Hi there, yeah you are 100% right. My depression has been seriously brutal but I’m still here so…yay lol I have had a couple relapses but I’m on Day 5 so trying to stick to it now. I mean I’ve said that a thousand times. But I am trying I guess that’s something.
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Thank you for reminding me to be kind to myself. I struggle with that alot and I know ita important. I appreciate your support so much. Thank you so much!
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Thanks dol x
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