For Spotify, for making me new playlists every Monday and Friday with new music that it assumes I’ll like based on my liked songs, it usually gets it pretty spot on.
For music, TV shows, and movies, for making me feel . They reach me in places I haven’t figured out how to access myself. Someone getting their ‘newcomer’ keytag last Tuesday at the CA meeting reached me in those places too, my eyes watered briefly, it’s only usually briefly, the tears, but it shows me I’m still capable of feeling.
For feelings, even when they are intensely painful. I don’t want to be numb anymore. Did I actually just type that? Well, so there it is.
For weather, for nature knowing what it needs, and for the Sun and the atmosphere providing it.
For the weekly discounted coffee that I walked out to redeem today.
For becoming more conscious of when I’m walking too fast and doing damage to my feet, for slowing down each time I become aware. I’ve always walked really fast ever since I was a child, so this is taking a long time to (un)learn.
For feeling more compassion towards myself today than hate (re ED).
For progress.
For my two cats, and everyone else’s cats (yes, I’ve used all my s on the ‘where my cat people?’ thread today ).
For the TS forum, and all of the healing and growth we are doing, together .
Thank you.