I am grateful to be sober.
I am grateful the relationship to my mother improved. I think we both are working on it.
I am grateful that I calm down more quickly.
I am happy that I changed my strategy for my jigsaw puzzle and it helped me.
I am grateful that my boss trusts in me apparently.
I am grateful for the nice massage I had today.
I am grateful I slept fine tonight.
I am grateful my sugar was good during this cycle.
I am grateful I have enough food in the fridge, I have a home, electricity, public transport, health insurance, fresh water, warm and fresh water, a heating that is working, a home without mold, a landlord I only know from paper because this means I have no problems in my apartment.
I am super, duper grateful for the visibility of more light this morning and that i could tell spring is close by the soft morning sun. Im grateful for the hope and joy this brings to my soul. Im grateful the winter is just a temporary season, butā¦ im actually really grateful for the joy experienced and memories created during this past winter. For the Halloween, Thanksgivng and Christmas, New Years and Valentines Day; all of these holidays I celebrated and enjoyed with my girls. For this perspective I am grateful.
from a violent awakening to a spiritual awakening
from Topic of JFT books
Step 2 AA meetings
to restore a violent awakening to spritual awakening from my sanity, yes thatās my problem the violent of my mother and father too, you know about my power greater in my relegion is the centred in my parents, if donāt follow my parents said to be good attitude from me, Iām not be teens again like in the past , i must restore for that until me, believe that my power greater to sanity life
for my life
the first about the phisyc
i love cycling around my place
about emotional
i love insert my meditation on progress
about mental
maybe not to bad, be make a man for the my 1 and 2 steps in program
about spiritual
maybe like the topic of Just for today books
from the violent awakening to spritual awakening
Morning,
Iām grateful to catch up here, Iāve been reading but not posting lately.
Iām grateful to live in a country so rich in history, weāre away in our caravan and have been visiting different towns and villages. Iām grateful my days out arenāt planned around nipping in every pub we see, grateful for tea shops and scones and jam and cream.
Iām grateful to happily spend a week with my partner in a small caravan and grateful to have a laid back attitude towards some things that he does.
Iām grateful for not drinking yesterday or wanting to
Grateful for new pillows on my bed relieving some of the neck and head pain Iād been waking up with.
Grateful for the book āThis Naked Mindā for opening my eyes to how bad any amount of alcohol is for our body and mind. Thatās helped tremendously. I like science and data so that type of information speaks to me. Alcohol = poison.
Grateful for my job and supportive boss and coworkers. My last job was such a toxic experience that this place is a breath of fresh air. I feel appreciated and valued. Even when Iām struggling.
Grateful to be on day six I believe. Grateful for all the people that reached out and made me feel less alone and made me feel less bad. Grateful for the motivation and encouragement from the community. I know I take this place for granted. Iām grateful to be through the worst of the detox. Itās weird to say but Iām almost grateful to hit rock bottom again. It has open my eyes up. This last go around I wasnāt taking care of myself. I wasnāt fighting for recovery. Iām grateful to understand that I need to put the same effort towards recovery that I put towards a relapse. Iām grateful to know that eventually I will sleep. Iām grateful I was able to eat yesterday for the first time in a couple days. Iām grateful that even though Iām scared about the future I have a little bit of hope right now. Iām tired of throwing away my dreams. And my dreams arenāt that big of a deal itās nothing major. I just want to be able to have a nice job and a house and a family. I want to be sober and happy and thriving. Iām grateful this is possible. I love you guys so much. I canāt even express the words properly. Iām very grateful right now
My sobriety, 310 days free from weed and alcohol
Healthier living day 66
Hubby is a romantic
We tell eachother we love eachother multiple times a day
Meh day yesterday was brightened when the hubby showed me he is learning the song i walked down the aisle to on piano
In and out of the doctors office this morning
Good blood pressure
I got to brag about my weight loss and sobriety
Working from home today
Time with Boscoe, my shadow
Healthy meals planned today
Leading a mtg on step 10 tonight
Hope
Joy
Serenity
A new day
AA fellowship
TS fellowship
All of youā¦i mean it. Im inspired by all of you
I am grateful the day is over officially. I slept not at all.
I am grateful I made a list with the conditions I need to go to France. I explained myself a bit without going into details. I am grateful my boss was understanding. I am grateful I raised my voice and came up with conditions. I guess this is also part and result and process of recovery.
I am grateful I have enough.
I think I am at a point in my recovery and especially with this issue where I can say: if these conditions are not fulfilled I wonāt do it. Because then there wouldnāt be any stability, no fix point in my life. I cannot be flexible without stability elsewhere. Balance, some kind of. In active addiction Iād have swallowed it all up and for the sake of some career expectation I would have said yes, despite feelings roaring up in my gut.
Sorry for the derailment.
Iām grateful to turn my life and will over to the care of God today. All is well.
Iām grateful it was just a dream when Billy had some Jack Daniels with his coffee at a coffee bar we were at together before our Al-Anon meeting. Although Iād love to get some coffee with you sir I didnāt try to stop you either I wonder what that message was/is about. Maybeā¦. Itās just total surrender over what other people do.
Iām grateful my wife told me she thinks I hate her. Iām grateful I told her about my 7 minute meditation about my love for her yesterday morning. Iām grateful I chose my words carefully and told her I never want you to think that way. I love you. And I always will. Iām grateful we are working shit out with love and I cannot control her drinking. Iām grateful I donāt try to control her drinking like a crazy man. But I do worry about the future and thatās where I struggle with control. Iām grateful when I live ODAAFT or is it OFDAAT I have so much less stress, fear, and worry. Iām grateful we made plans to visit Gus in April. And Iām grateful that is when I recognize Iām living in the future. And thatās fucking hard for me. Iām grateful plans are made and now I can let go and live OLDAAT
One Lovely Day At A Time.
Iām grateful I can air my dirty laundry out here. Iām grateful for this thread.
Iām grateful Minnie didnāt have to fast for her special blood work this morning for her Cushings disease. But I do have to drop her off and get her later.
Iām grateful I asked the wife if she would pick up Minnie later if it interferes with my meeting. Iām grateful she said a resounding yes!! Iām grateful she actually wants me to go to meetings now. Iām grateful that fact makes me smile.
Iām grateful for the open talk by Ajit S on the Recovery Show. Iām grateful for the part I listen to over and over again about how alcoholism is the only disease we get mad at a person for having. We donāt get mad a cancer patient if their cancer comes out of remission.
Iām grateful for trash pick up. Well, not yesterday because of all the snow they canāt make it down my road. Iām grateful I donāt have much in my dumpster and hopefully they can pick it up next week. Iām grateful in the scheme of things if that is my biggest problem Iām pretty grateful.
Iām grateful for my ice pack and my coffee knocked out the slight headache I had.
Iām grateful that I did some yoga and stretching this morning even though I wasnāt inclined to do anything at all. Iām grateful the shoe I caught the puppy chewing was an old previously chewed shoe and not the new replacement shoe. Iām grateful Iām really coming around to my new haircut. Iām grateful I figured out what was getting me down a bit latelyāalmost 40 dang years old and you think I would have figured out my lady business but I am still somehow surprised every month. Anyway, that all makes sense now and itās easier to shake off the tiredness, etc., and get my feet back under me for my fitness goals. Iām grateful for my sobriety, and your sobriety. Iām grateful that @Bluekoolaid is back and feeling a bit better. Iām grateful for the care and support people here show one another, the examples we set and the joy we share, and for the feeling that when things are difficult itās ok to come here and ask for help, advice, or just someone to listen so you can talk things out. Itās made a huge difference for my sobriety, and you all help me every day.
Today Iām grateful for my cozy home. The weather is grey and so is my mood. Iām grateful yesterday is over. The lawyer appointment went horribly, mostly because I freaked out and said a lot of true bad things to my ex and his lawyer. I hate lies and people who are lying. After the bullshit I heard yesterday itās crystal clear that my ex married me for the money and that he is a narcistic asshole. He really enjoys driving me up the wall.
Iām grateful for therapy today. Iām grateful I started reading around in al-anon literature lately. I have to get used to the writing style. Up to now I found a lot of things where I only shake my head because my personal opinions, values and experiences are very different from what I read.
Iām grateful for my loving cats. I love them so much. So fluffy, purring furballs.
Iām irritated. My psychiatrist exhorted me yesterday to donāt let myself go. He might be right. Do I let myself go? I thought not, but I enjoy to be lazy very much and I definitely have been procrastinating lately. So there might be a point.
I feel so exhausted after yesterday, I could sleep all day. Well, actually I slept in and had a long nap with the cats after lunch. I live alone. On days like today I miss someone to take me in their arms. Iām grateful this feelings will pass.
i guess this is an afternoon check-in, as it is 12:36 pm lol
anyway today i am grateful that i woke up at 7 am instead of being up all night long doing god knows what, did NOT argue with my boyfriend over my drug use before he went to work, i am grateful that there are compassionate people in the recovery community, and i am grateful for the virtual NA website, even if it wants to be difficult sometimes. i have an autoimmune disease and it would not be a good idea for me to attend in-person meetings (iāve had covid 3 separate times & was in intensive care each time)
iām grateful for all the lessons my mom was able to teach me about being authentic & expressing myself in a way that makes me feel good (not worrying about what others think of things like my hair & fashion choices or my interests & hobbies, as long as theyāre healthy)