Happy Saturday morning to my sober community!
It is an overcast and chilly day here in Wisconsin. Spring is being slow to get here!
Today I am grateful to be sober. Today marks 18 months of freedom for me. I am grateful to be continuing this journey with more learning, more peace, and more joy than I ever really thought possible.
Today and every day I am grateful to be in a happy marriage in a safe and comfortable home. Today marks a year of sobriety for my husband and we are both very grateful to have found our way to this place. We have taken our journeys at our own time, in our own ways, and for our own reasons. And even though we are independent of each other, we have come together in this journey in some delightfully calm and caring ways. We are both grateful for the peace and freedom we have gained by breaking free of alcohol.
I am grateful for good sleep. I worked hard and I was tired last night. I’m grateful that my mind and body have learned to rest better and already this morning I have found a solution to a bit of a challenge I’ve been pondering. A rested and substance free Mind is pretty amazing. I’m grateful to be able to rest well.
I am grateful for good physical health. I swam over two miles this week!
I am grateful for the work that I do in schools. This has been a challenging week and I came through it with relative calm. Next week we start May and head to the finish line of the school year. This will be the wrap up of 36 years in public education. Wooot!
I am grateful that summer break is on the way! I have plans to continue my journey this summer. I will pedal the bike, paddle the kayak, swim long lengths in the lake, putter in the garden, mow the lawn, read the books, sketch and write in the journal, camp in the woods with the dogs, and read a lot of books. I will deep clean the house, write curriculum, and attend to some financial plans.
I will love my man. I will marry off my son. I will be with a lot of extended family and ex family. (Dang, I don’t like that word “ex family”. My writer Mind needs to work on that)
I’m visualizing a restorative summer and the celebration of love and how I am so fortunate that I will get to enjoy that with a mind and body free of poison.
I’m grateful that I found my way here. I’m grateful that I had the strength and determination to make a change and that I’ve had the good fortune to enjoy my life even more now without alcohol.
If you are struggling, I hope you can slow yourself down and take one day at a time or one hour at a time and take good care of yourself. Living a life without the constant chase to the drink or chase from the drink is finally really living the life. Is it easy? No. Is it worth it? My answer is yes.
Is it easy to manage stress and hard things without alcohol? Not necessarily. That’s why they are called stressful and hard things.
Is it worth it to leave alcohol behind? Yes! And practicing gratitude each day while I face the challenges of my work and my development as a decent human being helps a lot too.
I’m grateful to have the mental time and space to think on gratitude every day. I’m grateful to have the ritual of starting my weekend each Saturday morning with a reflective writing time with this inspiring community.
I’m grateful for this community and all that I continue to learn from reading about you journeys and your challenges and your triumphs.
I wish you all peace!