Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #4

Grateful for reaching 10 days clean :bubbles:. Thank You Lord!!!

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Late night gratitude :sparkles:

I am gratefull for the struggles of the past few weeks smoothing out slowly.
Gratefull I can see the bigger picture of things falling into place for the better, although to get there things will be turnt upside down. Gratefull that the works needed in the home are going to be started and my family and pets will not seperated. Iā€™m gratefull so gratefull we can stay together. Gratefull for all the tears Iv cried worrying. Gratefull to know I feel worry because I care so much.
Wonā€™t make this too long but I am grateful for so much in life.
Grateful for the support and being told I can get through this, this gives me hope. Thank you. I did it. I solved the problem by myself. I no longer feel lousy. I am capable. We all are capable to get through tough times. Its okay to lean on each other, grateful I am apart of our TS family :purple_heart:
Goodnight :sleeping:

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Iā€™m so grateful for this and grateful I just couldnā€™t help myself.
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Gah. I was already in a grieve-y place ā€“ the near brush with the dog girl, followed by Momā€™s decline.

A dear friend is in hospice, and past the point of being able to have conversations.
Iā€™m grateful to have met him, on a work project, over a decade ago. He was my client contact. Older, divorced, sober for decades, a wicked sense of humour, and pretty much at peace with himself and the world around him. He talked about his ex-wife so highly, they were friends. He was at ease around wine and drinks at work dinners ā€“ he just declined them. He and I were on a call one day, and he asked if everything was okay with me. I went from being professional(ish) to a six-year old who fell off her bike. ā€œIā€™m getting a divorce! WAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!ā€. He responded with ā€œoh, my young friend,ā€¦ā€ and from there a beautiful friendship began.

Iā€™m grateful I followed his lead, and am grateful that my ex-husband and I too have a solid relationship. This isnā€™t always possible.

Iā€™m grateful Iā€™ll follow his lead again. Pass me your baton of 30+ years of sobriety, my old friend, and Iā€™ll run with it from here. One step at a time.

Iā€™m grateful I saw him in person for the first time in years last summer when I was on vacation. He made me a strong coffee and he cracked a near beer for himself, we toasted friendship that outlasts distance and pandemics, and sat on his deck and had a grand catch-up. Picked berries. Did some sight-seeing in his beautiful town.

Iā€™m grateful his adult kids are looking after things and sending updates. Iā€™m grateful when I wake up tomorrow morning, and my counter reads 365 days, I know heā€™d be proud if I could tell him. So would my folks if I could tell them.

Iā€™m grateful grief is soooo much cleaner, so pure, when it just gets a voice. Gets to be heard. Isnā€™t clouded by numbing and the shame from numbing.

Some days are harder than others, no matter what # of days it is.

Iā€™m grateful for another day. :orange_heart:

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I am grateful for the freedom to choose what to do with my time from day to day. I started missing the sea, now that summer is here and I am grateful I can just hop on a train and go this weekend. I am grateful for these short vacations to fill up on happiness.

I am also grateful for a solid friendship with my ex-boyfriends @M-be-free49. I wouldnā€™t know what to do with the love I still feel for this human, if it hadnā€™t turned out this way. I am sorry you are going through a rough patch right now. It always seems like tricky moments cluster up and all come together, donā€™t they? Itā€™s a great virtue to be able to accept them, when they come and stay present. Sending you hugs :orange_heart:

I am grateful for easy laughter, the smell of lavender and rosemary and the gentle summer breeze in the linden trees in front of my house. I am grateful for ice cream and my washing machine, since I donā€™t seem to be able to consume it like a proper grown up :sweat_smile: I am grateful for the four seasons and the fun they provide.

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Iā€™m grateful to God and ask for his help to guide me clean and sober through today. Iā€™m grateful for my family, friends, TS and the gratidudes.

Iā€™m grateful to read that our friend @M-be-free49 will be a whole year sober today, way to go. Keep moving forward. This made my morning. Iā€™m sorry about your friend, Mom and dog. We are here for you as you are for us. Sending strength. Still adorable.

Iā€™m grateful for music, my job, my recovery community, my bicycle, humor and laughter.
Iā€™m grateful for this :point_down:

May our higher powers help us stay positive and present.

p.s. Donā€™t forget to smile and breathe, it feels good and looks great on you. Ya you!!

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Emm I am very sorry to hear about your friend. Sounds like a beautiful friendship with loads of lovely memories.

Beautiful ā€“ He will forever be in your heart.

I want to wish you a very happy 1 year Soberversary! Well done on showing up for yourself over and over over again no matter how hard it got.
so-freaking-badass-greg-brown

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Good morning my people,

Im so very greatful forā€¦

My sobriety, 432 days free
My hubby is so happy ā€œin his elementā€
Got to talk to the hubby this morning for 25min
Boscoes love
Access to nutritious food
A job i love
Vitamins
Its friday
Safety
I ache from my workout yesterdayā€¦means i did something right
A free gym session tomorrow
My mom
Our home
Love
Hope
AA
And this amazing beautiful community

We can. Together.

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Congratulations on one whole year @M-be-free49 , and 5 months @I.cant.We.can , Iā€™m grateful to count you both as friendsā¤ļø

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I loved reading this and what an awesome place to be where you can feel all of this! Congrats on being so awesome on your journey ā€“ keep up the amazing work. :muscle:
@dazercat the funny thing is that I had a feeling you would find a gif like this as I was posting ā€“ thank you for not disappointing. :rofl: :pray:
@i.cant.we.can A huge congrats on your 5-month milestone! Way to keep kicking addictions ass. :clap: :clap: :muscle:

HAPPY SOBER FRIDAY my lovely friends ā€¦
I am so grateful for another day of being alive (I woke up before the alarm I had set so that feels good) ā€“ I am grateful for waking up somewhat fresh. Grateful for not being in excessive pain. I am grateful for being able to take my deep breathes!
I am so grateful for finally feeling well enough to go get my blood work done ā€“ hoping to get all results in next week so that on 7/18 I can have a proper conversation with doctor and specialist.
I am so grateful that I was able to complete monthly and quarterly accounting tasks yesterday while watching Mum (interesting show ā€“ I would consider backwards humor but it works).
I am so grateful for my mom and all that she does for me. Iā€™ll never know what it feels like to be a mother but i do feel like she goes above and beyond - so much love for this woman.
I am so grateful that I donā€™t feel left out today as my siblings will be heading to Chicago with my cousins for the weekend. I know I would not be able to do the journey just yet and on top of that I wouldnā€™t be able to eat anything while out ā€“ so I will have the house to myself and will make the most of it!
I am so grateful to hear from a friend that i thought was possibly ignoring me but turns out he was giving me space to heal. We have been friends for many years and were toying with the idea of possibly more then i got sick ā€¦ well, at least we are still friends and that is most important. grateful for freindships!
I am so grateful for how simple life can be when you let go of all that is holding you back. I am so grateful for having the time to work on myself (emotionally, mentally and of course physically).
I am so grateful for my meditation and prayer and my higher power - all of which help me become a better more patient me and keep me on the path of recovery
I am so grateful for summer - all the fresh fruits (just thinking about them makes my mouth water)
I am so grateful for all of you wonderful souls on this journey with me.
Sending much loveā€¦ :heart: :heart:

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Iā€™m grateful for another day sober. Also, all of you here at TS.
Iā€™m grateful for the early morning meditations working in my veggie garden.
Iā€™m grateful for all the lovely songbirds, and it is peaceful and quiet out here in the country.
Iā€™m grateful for our screen porch, cuz of all the mossies out here!

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@M-be-free49
Congratulations on your 1 year of freedom M.
Iā€™m so dang happy for you.
Have a wonderful AFAF day whatever the day may bring.
Iā€™m grateful you are here with us.
Always grateful for your words and support and especially your perspective onā€¦ā€¦.fuckingā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.everything
Very proud of you.
Fucking proud of you!!
:blush::smiling_face_with_three_hearts::pray:t2::heart:

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@Nowenbrace wow- tomorrow is the big day! Hope you are doing well and prepared for a beautiful day and journey ahead.
Wishing you the best for your wedding day! Would love to see pics - share when you can :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Good morning my good friends! Iā€™m grateful for all the wee beasties here and gone. Iā€™m grateful Minnie got to live a good life full of love and fun, that she was well-cared for and and happy, and Iā€™m grateful @Dazercat had such a good girl to bring him joy and love and comfort. These creatures burrow straight into our hearts and the little den they make there feels huge and empty when theyā€™re gone. Iā€™ll give my buddies and extra snuggle and treat tonight and remember how lucky and grateful I am for the time we have together.

For me, thereā€™s been so much stuff going on itā€™s beginning to feel like instead of treading water (or doing a graceful measured breaststroke, which in this metaphor would be even better) Iā€™m doing that thing where you think youā€™re drowning, but the waterā€™s actually shallow if you just calm down and get your feet under you. Thereā€™s still a lot going on but Iā€™m going to try to be more mindful this weekend, get my feet back under me, and plot a course back to dry land. Also Iā€™m doing the 15K tough mudder tomorrow so Iā€™ll need yā€™all to pray for me. :heart: Iā€™m grateful for the self-awareness Iā€™ve cultivated, so I can tell when need to settle down and find my drishti.

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I do hope you are able to straighten those legs abd find that safe footing underneath :pray:

Best if luck on your 15k!
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Iā€™m struggling to feel grateful today. I slept poorly and had really disturbing dreams. Now a bad combination of depressed and anxious. And switched completely to decaf because of the anxiety.

At least Iā€™m sober and not hungover.
Itā€™s Friday and I can stop trying to be productive soon.
My cats are adorable and seem to like me.
Iā€™m grateful for all your support.

OFDAAT

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Thank you so much Jenny.
Give that puppy an extra shoe to chew on too.
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Or better yet, lots of chew toys.

Iā€™m grateful for the slogans in recovery.
Hereā€™s one that help me that I have never used much.
The dog shit was literally hitting the fan at 2 am. Wife passed out. I was already in bed. Mind racing. Angry, resentful, hate, nothing good happening in my mind.
Then I remembered ā€œFirst Things First.ā€
By then it was 3 am and first thing first was so simple. I need to get back to sleep. I put on a sleep meditation, did some deep breathing and most importantly took care of myself. Because I know I wouldnā€™t have been good to anyone or dog if I didnā€™t get some sleep.

Prayers for your 15 K tough mudder.
Now excuse me while I go visit Google so I know what Iā€™m praying for.
:pray:t2: :heart: :hugs:

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Grateful I think I just want to hang out here and celebrate yā€™all.

Congratulations on your 5 months Brian. I so admire how hard you are fighting for your life.
ODAAT. OMAAT.
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Wish I could drive up there and take you out for a THā€™s. Iā€™d even have a donut with ya.
You rock :guitar:
Ya you!
OTHAAT :hugs:

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First things first is super helpful and just right for me right now. All the ā€œthings I should doā€ and expectations of how I should be are getting a little swarmy in my brain, so itā€™s perfect. Thank you for sharing that and thank you for the prayers! :heart:

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Oh Emm @M-be-free49 Thereā€™s a lot on your plate. Iā€™m feeling with you and sending you hugs :people_hugging::people_hugging::people_hugging::people_hugging:

Congratulations on milestones and keeping your heads above water dear fellow gratitudes :orange_heart:

Today Iā€™m again grateful the day is over. Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m calm and at peace right now. It was a rough day.

One year ago I moved back into my own house and my ex stayed at the farm. Iā€™m grateful how far Iā€™ve come in this year. I slept enough to find energy and strength again. I took good care of me and now Iā€™m in ok shape to manage life on life terms without getting overwhelmed by a broken pencil. Iā€™m so grateful my mum passed peacefully and we were close. Iā€™m grateful I gave myself the gift of a year of mourning according to what my therapists worked through with me. Iā€™m grateful I grieve deeply and take my time. Iā€™m grateful for the divorce, it helped me to detach and work on my codependency. Iā€™m grateful things fall into place slowly, Iā€™m a person who needs a lot of time to process changes. Slowly and steadily Iā€™ve been building a new life, work still in progress. Iā€™m grateful our late friend shared lovely memories with me on his vaccation and wedding. Again Iā€™m grieving. Iā€™m still grieving our marriage. Iā€™m grateful I was not able to bear the situation one more day. Love doesnā€™t always turn out well. Iā€™m grateful tomorrow another milestone in settlement takes place. My ex will fetch his puzzles and other belongings from my house where we lived together for 12 years. The last chapter at this place. Iā€™m grateful it makes me sad to cut this bond. Iā€™m also grateful that his physical presence in my house will end tomorrow. Iā€™m sad that it causes him stress. Iā€™m sad he obviously thought he could use my house as storage forever. Isnā€™t the meaning of divorce that you separate your lifes? And take back responsibilities from mutual to individual?

Iā€™m grateful my stomach bug is over. Woke up with bathroom issues and spent the morning with tea, hot water bottle and herbal drops in bed. Iā€™m grateful my lawyer was understanding and we rescheduled our meeting to next week the day before the court appointment.

Iā€™m grateful for my lovely cats accompaning me during my suffering. Iā€™m grateful I can take good care of myself in a well stuffed household :pray:

Iā€™m grateful I made amends to a friend. I was nasty yesterday, as always when Iā€™m about to get sick. Iā€™m grateful the universe changed my plans for today. I learned a lot. Mostly I learned to let go of my own expectations what I have to do and accomplish. Iā€™m grateful for this lesson.

Iā€™m grateful I helped a friend with some expertise. Iā€™m grateful she will come over tomorrow so Iā€™m not alone when my ex is here.
Iā€™m grateful I took out the trash. I will be content tomorrow.
Iā€™m grateful I can come here and share. Now Iā€™m grateful for the day as it was :pray:

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