Thursday gratitude.
It’s not even summer solstice and I’m done with summer 
This fucking heat is unbearable and I feel my usual summer depression creeping in.
So I’m grateful for:
- morning walks with the dog, everything I accomplish in the morning. mornings.
- naps. I’m exhausted, I fall asleep, I wake up, I try to do things, I get exhausted. Repeat for the next 3 months. I’m grateful no fucking ignorant loveless drunken husband gets on my nerves anymore and makes me feel bad about needing rest and sleep. May he rot in hell, me is furious today because of heat triggered emotional upheavals, fucking summer depression.
- This too will pass.
- Had a lovely idea to make giveaways for my sister’s wedding, she is delighted and I’m happy.
- Catdcuddles and purring
- Dogsnuggles and happy slobbering
- The aircondition. Oh my God I’m so grateful for the tempered livingroom/kitchen where I spend most of the day
I don’t need it much, just a bit for half an hour now and then to take the edge off and keep the temperature at comfort level. I’m grateful for my decision to install it 
*hugs to self - Modern amenities, I for sure don’t miss the good old days in many facets
- My blankie. Can’t sleep without it.
- My comfy couch
- That I cut myself some slack for being off track today, such days happen.
- Saying above I’m grateful for ODAAT Good night