Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery

I am not eloquent with words so I am grateful when others are and seem to write out how I feel.

I am working on this and you wrote it beautifully.

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Hi Stella, congratulations on 16 months, a day late. I appreciate you! :hugs:

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Thank you, and a BIG congratulations to you! 700 :purple_heart:

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Hi Everyone,
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m on Day 10. Iā€™m grateful I havenā€™t thought about drinking today.:innocent:

Iā€™m grateful for my home and things I need for myself, Max and Riley.:dog::smiley_cat:

Iā€™m worried about Riley, but researching her symptoms, Iā€™m thinking she may have Hyperthyroidism. If it is, Iā€™m grateful itā€™s treatable. I hate I have to wait 11 more days until her vet appointment. Iā€™m grateful she will see the only vet sheā€™s ever known since she was young.

She will be 13 on Halloween. As most rescues, itā€™s a guesstimate. But probably close since even though they said 3 when I adopted her (I think Eric said, they always say 2 or 3, which is so true!). She started to grow, so the vet and I realized she was more like 9 months.

I think a lot of my funk is being concerned. Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m sober for her. Iā€™m grateful for all of you. Hereā€™s a framed pic of Riley, if anyone wants to wish her well or send her a prayer. :pray: Unfortunately this is an older healthy pic. Sheā€™s lost some weight and her coat is a bit shaggy. She asked for me not to take her current picture right now. You know, teenage girls. :roll_eyes:

:heart: :hugs:

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I am grateful no-one bought my punching ball. It is a good training. I rediscovered it this morning.
I am grateful to be sober.

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Iā€™m grateful that I see the dentist tomorrow and that I have proper insurance coverage for it. Thereā€™s nothing wrong with my teeth, but rather I appreciate the thorough cleanings and look forward to being praised for taking such good care of my teeth. That might sound a little shallow, but I thoroughly floss every night (and sometimes during the day if needed). This is a bit of a task when you have permanent retainers, but I am very diligent in my oral care. This was not always the case, so I bask a little in the independent positive comments I receive from the staff.

Also grateful that whatever food poisoning I seemed to have had earlier has abated. I make these basic ā€œgreen smoothiesā€ (not because I really want to) and I think one of the lemons I squeezed in was not good or something.

@Bootz congrats on your 700 days!
@maxwell what a lovely picture of your old lady. My kitty has hyperthyroidism and is too old for the irradiation therapy (she is 20.5 years old), so I give her pills. It does seem to help (when I can get her to take them). I also give her Cerenia, which helps with the nausea that the other meds seem to give her. Daily brushing helps my kittyā€™s fur along with taking a little time each day to gently separate the fur as it clumps then gently brushing over the area to smooth it out. I just work on one section of fur each day. Itā€™s a process, but it helps over time. Sending your old lady baby some good thoughts.

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Grateful for sobriety
Grateful to attend first oa meeting
Grateful for kids doing homework without fuss
Grateful to tidy up
Grateful for curry that nourishes

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Good morning sober fam

Forced gratitude. Hoping it frames my day.

Im greatful for 115 days free from weed and alcohol
Waking from using dreams
My hubby
Boscoe
My mom
A job that provides for my family
A lunch date with my aunt
Changing my attitude yesterday
This forum and everyone sharing on their sober journies

Let us go out and slay the day soberly.

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Iā€™m grateful I completed my 5th step.
Iā€™m grateful I am healthy enough to sit with my uncomfortable feelings afterwards and not drink to mask them.
Iā€™m grateful I chose to go to a 2nd meeting yesterday.
Iā€™m grateful I reached out on the forums and found I was not alone as well was given the suggestion of a book to help. The pdf file that was sent has already been helpful.
Iā€™m grateful I have the money to order the book today.
Iā€™m grateful I dont have to drink to numb out my feelings. I can sit with them, talk about them, write about them, feel them, fully experience them no matter how much I really prefer not to, but I dont have to drink because of them today.
Iā€™m grateful for the experience of others and their willingness to share that.

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Iā€™m grateful I woke up this morning.
Iā€™m grateful my family woke up this morning.
Iā€™m grateful for a sound peaceful mind.
Iā€™m grateful for 13 days of sobriety!
Iā€™m grateful I donā€™t think about drinking.
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m excited about my future and what it holds living sober.
Iā€™m grateful to be happy this morning.
Iā€™m grateful for this calmness spirit.
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m able to handle difficult situations without the need if alcohol.
Iā€™m grateful i made the decision to QUIT!
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m starting to feel like the me before alcoholā€¦. I forgot about her!
Sheā€™s pretty cool I must admit and I really missed her. Have a blessed sober day.:heart:

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Grateful to wake up after an effective sleep, feeling ready for the day. Grateful for the quiet out here on the back deck this morning, and even for the darkness that threw me for such a loop last week. Now that Iā€™m adjusting a bit mentally for the season change it feels nice to be doing my meditatons before the sun is up. It feels like Iā€™m in a secret place and itā€™s groovy. :milky_way:
Grateful for a really happy surprise yesterday when I stopped in after work and before IOP and met my roommate. First instinct I actually quite like her and enjoy her energy. Sheā€™s greiving the very recent loss of her young son and it made me grateful for my relatively shallow struggles of worrying if Iā€™ll like my roommate. It put things in perspective. My gratitude for my living daughters is soaring. First thing she said was that she appreciated the card and Iā€™m sure glad I got this relationship off on the right foot, super duper glad I could do anything to make her move in process just a tad brighter.
Grateful for my IOP group and for our counselor that threw out our lesson plan and let us talk the entire 2 hours yesterday. We all bonded over some stuff weā€™re going through and it was like a super meeting.
Iā€™m grateful today really feels like itā€™s just a great day all around. Iā€™ve started to thouroughly enjoy my ā€œlearning daysā€ aka bad days but itā€™s nice to have one where I wake up with instant gratitude. Grateful for the train I hear in the distance right now. I love trains.
Grateful that my gratitude training feels like itā€™s starting to take effect. Itā€™s stabilizing my moods, my emotions and I have room for lots of improvement.
Grateful for the vibrations of music and itā€™s power as medicine, love that @Soberbilly mentioned music as therapy as well. And congrats on graduating EMDR so quickly. Glad itā€™s working for you!

@Bootz congrats on 700 days! What an accomplishment.
@Its_me_Stella congrats on 16 months of freedom. :heart:
@Bluekoolaid thereā€™s something about your posts that I just vibe with (as my daughters say :joy:) a straightforward reflection that I appreciate. Thanks for posting.
@maxwell sending love and healing to your sweet girl.
@Shaunda congrats on finishing your 5th step! I just finished my 1st yesterday. I am grateful for the steps!

As always grateful to wake up to my 160th clean day and to know if I keep doing what Iā€™m doing Iā€™ll go to bed clean tonight.:hibiscus:

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Iā€™m grateful for another morning clean, sober and hangover free. Grateful to wake up with a Taylor Swift song in my head ā€œInnocent.ā€
Lost your balance on a tightrope, oh
Itā€™s never too late to get it back

Iā€™m grateful for my open mind and the healing power of music, even downloading that song and a Willie Nelson song to my recovery playlist.

Iā€™m grateful for the tamping purrfest in bed with Daisy last night. And Daisy again this morning on my lap with coffee. Iā€™m grateful to watch Minnie sprightly and eagerly walk on our dog walk up here in the cool morning mountain air. Iā€™m grateful the old girl seems to really love it up here.

Iā€™m grateful for my Pilates trainer yesterday and today. Iā€™m grateful she supports me and doubles as my therapist. Iā€™m grateful for my Al-Anon meeting last night. Iā€™m grateful I didnā€™t mind crying in front of 4 strangers. Like I had a choice in the matter. :crazy_face: I didnā€™t even make to my share before I cried. Iā€™m grateful ā€œI must of needed that.ā€

Iā€™m grateful Gus is going to be a boy. :scream: 19 week sonogram confirmed the blood work. Iā€™m grateful my daughter already bought Gus his ā€œfirst book.ā€ Iā€™m grateful for ā€œFirsts.ā€ Iā€™m grateful for Normaā€™s first walk in the stroller video they sent us. Iā€™m grateful to be a grandpa. Again.

Iā€™m grateful for slogans and acronyms.
Iā€™m grateful for Easy Does It.
Iā€™m grateful for QTIP, Quit Taking It Personally.
Iā€™m grateful for ā€œHow Important Is It?ā€
Iā€™m grateful for the 3 Aā€™s Acceptance, Awareness, and Action. Iā€™m grateful sometimes doing nothing is Action.
Iā€™m grateful for Al-Anon literature.
Iā€™m grateful for you.
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When you rise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life, for your strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies in yourself.
Tecumseh

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Congratulations on 700 and 1 ODAAT Bootz :hugs:
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Today I am so grateful for this place. People, despite their own ongoing battles, are kind and supportive and Iā€™m very appreciative of the time taken to help. Thanks everyone x

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Iā€™m grateful that I woke up an hour before I needed to be at the dentist; as I seem to have completely forgotten to set an alarm. Iā€™m grateful all went well and that the cavity I have is a little baby one in a spot that has been watched by my dentist for quite a few years.

Iā€™m grateful that I have matured to a point that many stupid things that would have gotten to me in the past are able to be observed, recognized, then consciously let go because they donā€™t actually matter in the whole scheme of things.

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I am grateful to be sober.

I am grateful I am with 2 other people at work tonight becauae I got shitty sleep today, but atleast Iā€™m not hungover.

I am grateful for my buddy Will :cat:who jumped into bed to help me make sure I got out on the right side. Waking up to cat purrs is the best. Heā€™s my antidepressant. :heart:

I am grateful for my sig otha and that we will have some time off together coming up.

I am grateful that the bills are all paid and my brakes are fixed.

I am grateful to be here with the gratidudes. :two_hearts:

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Hi Everyone,
Iā€™m grateful for my friends here on TS.
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m almost on day 12.
Iā€™m grateful for my job, and when Iā€™m working, I never think about drinking.
Iā€™m grateful I already took the garbage out and Max will only have to go out for his night time pee.
Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m pretty sure I know what Riley has, but pray thereā€™s nothing else.
Iā€™m grateful I have a vet appointment scheduled, as a friend mentioned, since covid, itā€™s almost impossible to get in.
Iā€™m grateful for iced tea, Iā€™m trying to cut back a little, but as an addict, can never have enough. :blush:
Iā€™m grateful for my home and having what I need.
Iā€™m grateful for cable, and streaming services. Without them I would be staring into space right now. :thinking::flushed:
Iā€™m grateful I found this app, and everyone here has found it too. :heart: :hugs::four_leaf_clover:
God Bless you all! :pray:

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Daily check in,

Not sure :thinking: how I am feeling or if I am feeling anything at all 2 be completely honest. Since Sunday I really havenā€™t had any feelings, absolutely none.

I know that after my over 50ā€™s group today I am feeling a bit overwhelmed, only because I did open up about how I was feeling on the group topic and then I was getting feedback from my pierā€™s and I took it and I couldnā€™t argue only because 1 they were right, i have known a lot of them for over a yr now and they have seen me change in my recovery over the last 1.5 yrs but, hearing all of what they had to say really felt like the truck of bricks :brick: were coming at me and it was so overwhelming.
Then having to check into my relapse prevention group just now I really couldnā€™t share when it was my turn cause i was so overwhelmed, plus i was picked to lead is off tonight.

I guess you can say that now i am feeling a bit overwhelmed now :woozy_face::woozy_face::woozy_face: so i am feeling something now. I am coloring to keep me focused. This is my 2nd page in 2 days. Not having my DOC this helps keep me calm and focused.

1y 4d no alcohol & 44 day no weed!!!

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Hi Sarah,
I love your coloring, Iā€™ve started to diamond paint, never heard of it until a friend here mentioned it. Iā€™ve already finished one and framed it. Iā€™m on my 2nd.

It really sounds like youā€™ve had a rough day, Iā€™m proud you didnā€™t walk out. Sounds like something I would have done. I hope these meetings had some positives for you, because being overwhelmed is an awful feeling. Iā€™m very familiar with it.

I hope your day gets better, and keep showing off your coloring work. :hugs:

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Iā€™m truly grateful for suggestions made on these forums. Sometimes it may take me awhile to try one and others I try right away. Some work out for me and others donā€™t. I have the willingness to try though and I have a desire to learn from others to find relief not only from drinking and drugs but from my own character traits run a muck.

Iā€™m grateful that even on days when I didnā€™t care to be AF, I still kept the willingness and determination to go to any lengths, even if that meant just sitting with my emotions and my squirrel cage mind and accepting that I was right where I was supposed to be and that it would pass.

Iā€™m grateful that my lack of desire did indeed pass like I knew it would. As long as I do whats in front of me to do to remain sober, the ā€œfeelingsā€ will pass.

Iā€™m grateful for all of your gratitudes, they really inspire me to keep going when I feel like Iā€™d rather not.

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