Who knows. For most people it isn’t a problem; for us, it is. Weirdly, that makes it seem incessant to us, but for them, they can see it one moment and forget about it the next.
What matters is you’ve made a decision about what you want to do now: get healthy, for you. You can do it! Take it one day at a time, read lots here on Talking Sober, check out the resources at Resources for our recovery, and never give up.
Welcome to Talking Sober! 
