So its day 2 and i feel so much more positive. Ive done bouts of soberity before but my problem was i kept feeling like i was missing out. Kept trying to fit in to circles i dont fit into. And today ive realised, i dont want to fit in anymore. I want to find who I am. I have no doubt this journey is gonna be hard but i sure know Itll be worth it 
ive never stooped so low and ruined friendships. I turned into someone im not. Consumed by hate and jealousy. Today i let all that go and comit to finding me again!. One day at a time. Thank you for all your support.
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Here’s a hug 
You are not alone in this you have us here.
The more I read around the more knowledge I gather about how others got through these early days and kept sober.
I read alot here and realise how we all actually have so many similarities with addiction.
Many people find meetings helpful there are many of sober programmes out there. Dip your foot in to one you might find it helps too 
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Way to go Chaz!! Thats a huge realization. Congrats on 2 days!!
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Aww thank you so much i really appreciate it. Guess it takes something massive to happen to finally commit to this journey once and for all. So glad to be on this journey with such amazing people 
I also have dipped my feet in to aa and it did really help me the times i went as i identified with alot of the people there. I have asked my dad to start bringing me again as he is a recovering alcoholic sober 30 years
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