Day 2- feeling quite motivated

So I’m on day 2 and still feeling motivated. Looking into help and support services in my local area. Feeling rather run down because of my binge on Saturday night so have a cold, cough and sore throat. Not sleeping very well and getting rather agitated from time to time but then feeling really emotional too.

My cousin’s having a night out in April for her birthday. When I’m motivated and driven I can stick to my guns which surprises me as my will power for other things like comfort food is like zero.

I was just wondering, how do you combat the annoyance at the drunk people and lack of confidence if you ever go to a club or night out/celebration. I love dancing but find myself constantly looking around at people’s faces in case they’re judging me. My own lack of confidence and my insecurities I suppose.