I don’t miss it. The thought of rolling one and sitting down for hours rolling more again and again…doesn’t appeal to me anymore (or on day 3 lol)…
But I feel like I don’t want to spend time with myself. I don’t know where to start rebuilding my life. I don’t feel like there is much to me…except trying to get away from myself.
Day 3 is weird. But not unbearable.
