Day 38 Feeling 😜

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Days are just zooming by, my only concern is that I haven’t been able to find any local meetings or anything…
I may not be giving it my all… I have really bad social anxiety.
I also have 0 friends in the town that I live in. I moved here 7 years ago.

I’ve been typing up a lot of stuff lately and not posting it, I’m not sure why. I’ve just been having so much anxiety lately, mostly regarding my teen…

My fear is that I will never find someone that will accept me as I am… with all my flaws, my weaknesses, my drama, my tears, and my crazy emotions.

And I don’t a relationship, because I am so over all of that, all I want and all I NEED is a REAL friend in REAL recovery.
It would be REAL beneficial if they were REAL local too lol.
:tired_face::woman_facepalming::smile::upside_down_face::face_holding_back_tears::sob::joy:

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Have you looked in to online meetings, you can just listen in on them until you feel comfortable enough to speak and share​:+1::nerd_face:

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I have been having a hard time figuring them out…
I think it’s all the stress really, because I’m not that incapable… I’m just so impatient these days and I’ve been having a harder time paying attention sometimes too I think… :confused:

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Listening to speaker meetings on YouTube may be beneficial. You have made it to 38 days that’s amazing​:nerd_face::pray:

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That’s so funny you should mention that!
I do that from time to time.
Thank you for the reminder.

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