Well. Ive made it to day 5, I feel really good. I have been reading a lot and have been studying more.
I had a couple of days where I felt very depressed (suicidal thoughts, sleeping all day etc.) But feel a lot more positive now.
All the best to you all 
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That’s great you got this 
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Keep going, Joseph! The first few weeks are the toughest, but it does get better. Glad you feel more positive. That certainly helps! 
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That’s awesome!! Keep it up!
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Good morning. It is 6 a.m. I have been up since 3. I’m on day 4. Last night I was seeing the day five thing. Scared I won’t make it to day 4 let alone the day 5. In this moment I’m feeling more optimistic of making it. I know it will pass and the bad thoughts will be back. Terrifying is the only word that seems to hold a candle to how scared of my own self that I am. Congrats on your day 5. Praying for you. Praying for all of us.
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Great work on 5 days Joseph. Keep up the amazing work.
Grateful you were able to get through the depressed state. Do know we are here for you so you don’t have to face that alone.
Much strength and positivity your way - keep strong
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You’ve got this. Just keep yourself distracted if you can. Helped me a lot to read and listen to audiobooks while doing chores/cooking. I am just constantly finding things to do! We can do this
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