Day 5… not going to lie, cravings are bad!! Also the insomnia is killing me. I feel like I have barely slept in days!! Nose still runny and stomach having a war but I feel alright. Part of me thinks “I can just take one and get shit done around my house and clean, run around etc…” but I know its never just “one”… I pray for the day where I can just feel normal and energized…
And a BIG HELLO and welcome to you. It’s not often I see a first post giving advice, it’s normally ohh woe is me and I need help. Your gonna fit in just great and I wish you well on your journey too.
Yes it is hard. But you will keep feeling better and better each and everyday! Dont give up, and be strong! Get to some meetings, and if you cant find some online! They really do help!
Be patient with yourself and be gentle,it all takes time .I’m still learning patients in my recovery daily as I’m so use to instant gratification … practice patient and self love🙏