Hey all, day 8 sober. So past my first week. Still trying to wrestle with scenarios and public shame in my head. I feel I was tricked rather recently but alas I’m still sober and deciding to deal with things mentally and emotionally more to myself now rather vocally so as not to burden or appear to be playing some game to others (which I’m not if anything is/was going on that I sensed. Alas, sticking with me and remaining quiet. If there was something played against me…I feel I did the right thing in allowing those to feel as they “won” or whatever that means…I despise games. Anywho, taking a different approach to bring neutralizing and peace for others possible misguided intentions towards me and more so for myself for the highest good.
Nice job on week 1. Congratulations!