Day 86 no pot

486 no alcohol
417no vapes or ciggs 126 no form of nicotine

86 no form of marijuanna
I had a dream lastnight about drinking and smoking again. I woke up in a terrible mood because of it be4 work

I feel like im creeping closer and closer to smoking weed. I feel like i can see it and taste it

Has anyone ever felt this close but stuck to sobriety and felt better? Like did the craving go away?

Does anyone else have strong cravings like this?

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mmmmm :roll_eyes: very raw subject for me tonight …glad you put up this post , YES today I HAVE for the first time in 52 days . It’s been a hard week and I can’t wait until bed time . That’s another reason I’ve thrown myself into exercise yesterday and today I’m doing everything I can to not even let weed enter my thought processes. if I think about it I’m fucking scared it’ll get me

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I guess its a good reminder to treat ourselves with respect

I also have heard of
Poor me… poor me… pour me another drink

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Drinking and smoking dreams always unhinge me ,get an early night as I am write a gratitude list before you go and we might feel better tomorrow . We’ve still got this @Noshame .you we’re there for me on my very first post about weed and I’ve not forgotten it :people_hugging:

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You saw it coming and yet you took no steps to prevent it. You always make all these posts about how terrible weed is for you. But you never seem to post about what you do to work on sobriety? I know you read the posts because you like them but you don’t really seem to follow any suggestions.

I really hope that it doesn’t take losing your family to recognize that you need to actually work at your sobriety.

You seem like a pretty good dude. But you’re going to really fuck up your life if you don’t change. Weed isn’t your problem , it’s your lack of effort that holds you back

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Heyy friend :slight_smile:

490 no alcohol
421 no vapes or ciggs 130 no form of nicotine
3 no form of weed

Your right about the lack of effort to stay clear of weed. I just put so much effort in other things i guess i look for the easy way out in other things

I get so tired from work and life. I just dont know how to get more stamina. I think its possible to get more stamina. Others work way harder and others have worse lives

When i was a teenager i got on ssi and just lived day to day with the bare minimum for so long

But
Atleast, now
Off ssi
Fulltime job
Licesnce for driving
Wife and beautiful baby boy

Im the best off ive ever been

I just need a car and a place then im all set and can coast and then i can look for my next goals which can possibly be in person meetings

Odaat

I look up to you friend @Englishd
All we can do is one day at a time

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Wow seems to me like you’re smashing your goals one bad habbit at a time! Keep up the good work! :+1:Yes after 4 year’s I still crave a joint sometimes but I don’t give into it and yes, it gets easier with time. Congratulations on your baby boy :baby:

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