I have hidden my addiction for so many years never could my bfs tell the difference half the time they accuse me of being high when i wasent because they were so used to me and how i was daily (normally high) that they thought that was my normal I have to do this. I have to get my life together im finally with a man that has never done drugs he has been everything i ever wanted he has done everything to keep me away from using and has shown me what it is like to be truly loved and cared for has made me want to be the best version of myself and im truly greatful for him so i need all the support and all the encouragment from this community and i might get a little obsessive with posting but it will keep my mind busy. So in advance thankyou everyone
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I completely understand your story. I would drive more like I was high before I was. I have since discovered a lot of underlying conditions that went undiagnosed was a big piece of that. Found out at 38 I’m adhd and bipolar. I was the “normal” sibling so my parents just let me be hyper focused not realizing what was happening. I was an addict by 13. But you’re here and that’s awesome. Everyone is so sweet
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That’s fine 
If it helps you walk your path then we’re all here with you! 
You do your thing. You can do it. Stay connected, ask for help, offer empathy (and receive empathy), and you will get stronger every day. (It’s not all gonna be a picnic but you’ll feel more human and more confident, gradually, one day at a time.)
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