I’ve been here before but it was so long ago I can’t remember how good it feels. I just know that I want better for my kids, my future, my life. I’ve told my self every day that I need to do better and make better decisions and I would still find myself in the same boat the next day. I graduated from school 6 months ago while I was pregnant with my three month old daughter. I still have not found a job in my career not due to anything but my lack of trying and getting high. I see so much better for myself but while doing the things I want to do I miss out on so much of the things life has to offer. This is now day one and I think about relasping so much but I keep telling myself its not worth it. Hopefully its gets easier as the days go by!!!
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