Hi and welcome here!
Seems like you can use a change in life, like I did too some years ago.
This app helped me a lot with that, just a little extra push in my back.
Being surrounded here by people who went trough the same was a relief for me. Still is!
Take you time to settle in here, read around a bit.
The thread I used loads and still use is:
A lot of us are checking in on this thread every day to keep ourselves accountable. It’s a very active thread with loads of support. Feel free to join, you will be welcomed there!
See you around and I’m glad you found us 