Passed at year 2022
I cut him off before he got this bad. He was mentally ill and homless at 32 years old. Lived with me and partied together for months streight quite a few times.
If i never met my wife i would be dead
Today
I am
1004 days no drugs or alcohol
513 no form of marijuana (first drug i picked up and doc) including 513 days no angry outburst
644 days completely nic free
That is incredibly sad that he passed years ago Im so sorry for ur loss.
There is such a huge difference btwn those 2 pictures. Its devastating where addiction takes us. But Im glad that u met ur wife and things began to slowly change for u. I feel that way about my husband. If we never had met, i guarantee i wouldnt be in a good place as i was still “working” and using drugs when I first moved here. My husband changed all that for me.
Try not to be too hard on urself friend. Realistically, the only person who could have made that decision to save himself, was him. We cant control whether or not someone seeks help. And it sounded like u needed to protect urself before it got too bad.
Im proud of you for doing soooo well and adding those days to all ur timers! Youve come a long way!
Im so sorry for ur loss.