Good for you Jayden! It’s a nice feeling getting free, isn’t it? Take it one day at a time and you’ll get there. 
In my early sobriety I did a lot of reading and listening (books, podcasts) about my addiction and I felt empowered by the learning. There’s a good selection of stuff here:
Take care and don’t give up. You’re a good person and you deserve a safe, sober life where you can be your full self.