So I relapsed but that’s not what’s hurting me. Yes as always I do have fear in the back of my mind that it doesn’t happen again but that’s not what’s killing me. Spoke to a lady after a woman’s meeting today and she told me I’m in so much pain and lonely. It was hard to hear my truth but she decided to become my temporary sponsor and start helping me with my steps. I’m hurting and that too a lot. I just don’t know what to do this time. Can’t stop I know that so I shall pick myself back up and continue.
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Thats great! its always nice to have positive and helpful people behind u to support u through difficult times!
I recently read this and LOVED it!
“How do you change what you believe when your experience has convinced you othervise? By creating a new experience. The best way for you to get that new experience is to change your response to what happens. By the natural law of cause and effect, that new response will create new results, which you will then experience as a new reality. To reach the goal of happiness, act as though the following statement is already true: Everything that happens to me is the best thing that can happen to me.”
― Chris Prentiss
Addressing my addiction on a holistic level has helped me greatly… but then again, iM only on day 3 
His book is great though! The Alcoholism and Addiction Cure- a holistic approach to total recovery
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