Congratulations. I hated the uncertainty of trusting myself when I was truly in charge. Today I ask for help and guidance in the morning…. I have a power greater than myself today. It’s a blind reliance that eases my anxieties. When I fight my battle with alcohol singlehanded, I lose every time. I am able to stay sober one day at a time when I ask for help. Just my experience. Good luck, you will be tested. Stay strong.