I can honestly say after 10 weeks sober taking a drink hasn’t even crossed my mind…
I have 7 meetings of AA per week. A sponsor who has a sponsor who has a sponsor. Fellowship. Service. Steps. (About 3/4 through step 4 ATM).
But the advantage I have is I live in a sober home. Following 12 steps… My mind is focused on recovery, and I’m definitely noticing changes within me.
I would give AA a chance. But find a proper serious group not some half assed do what you want type thing. I haven’t got the time for thinking of getting drunk I’m curious to know more…
I’m not saying it’s the answer. I’ve tried AA for five years but I wasn’t willing to do anything because why would I? Drink was my only desire.
I think this time it’s different because I’m sick and tired of been sick and tired.
Change your whole daily routine get fellowship and hang about with people in recovery . Good luck