So I want to use, I’m on my phone trying to find a source. I always find it but I’m scared of loosing my fiancé, my whole family and career that I’ve worked so hard to build. I end up releasing that frustration in a non-helpful way. I haven’t picked up, but I feel like I’ve fallin into temptation .
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Good that you reached out. Keep checking in and reading. Addiction is a fatal disease that will consume EVERYTHING you have in your life, including yourself.
Why are you craving right now? Often there’s an underlying reason that you’re trying to compensate.
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Your here, and you reached out instead of relapse. We are here if you need to talk!
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It’s very scary but you are trying and it will Get easier. You’ve done so many Things. You are a whole and you deserve to be happy. Don’t think about the past. Just today for now. Take Care . WE are here for you.
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All those bonuses you mention and you want to throw that away , try get to meeting get a sponsor and hopefully your have a back up plan when temptations appear wish you well
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Don’t do it and search for support here, meeting online our in real life to get you through this. You can do this, I understand that you’re scared of losing things. For now maybe bit to much, but stay sober ODAAT. Investigate in what you need to stay sober and make it you’re priority 1.
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If you can remember a time that you had bliss without the crap, then cling to that right now. As stated above, you have alot of great things going for you. Sometimes those are hard to see when using is blinding you, but all of us here can promise you that making it through the storm will only better things around you. Keep us updated. Keep fighting for yourself!!!
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