No days off work which is unusual for me. I lost a little weight gained a little weight. Pretty stressed financially, but knowingly not paying rent for 5 months is my fault. I’m paying 750 a week till I pay off 7 grand.
I’m safe and bills are paid so I don’t really care too much. My relationship is fucked I don’t know if I want to continue trying to fix it. Feel it’s added to my problem and might even make it worse.
I appreciate the tag. Not expected. So thnx. Been feeling pretty damn flat lately.
Stopped for 8 weeks in total. Had a couple of drinks to start, got over confident and proceeded to go back to square one(over a few months period). Acted like a dick (again), this time it’s been 43 days so far. Haven’t been journaling and felt pretty lousy for the last few weeks. Can’t seem to put my finger on why that is… in a constant battle with myself and feelings over not drinking anymore. I know I shouldn’t but still want to, for the social side. Selfish excuse maybe, but it’s a big change and hard to accept that it doesn’t agree with me in large quantities…
Day 97, still fighting the good fight. Don’t mis the hangovers or waking up wondering what I did the night before! Still not easy but it’s easing as the time goes on… temptation will always be there I suppose! Just gotta keep on keeping on! Very cliche but day by is going great for me at the moment! Not sure who this is meant for or aimed at but felt like I needed to put it into the atmosphere anyway…
Yeeeeeehhh this is awesome to read!! Thanks for the update! keep on doing the next right thing and if you wobble or doubt, there’s always things you can add on to your recovery to keep you sober! Good luck on your way!
keep on doing the next right thing and if you wobble or doubt, there’s always things you can add on to your recovery to keep you sober! Good luck on your way!