Hi @IwillOVERCOME, I am so glad this thread got revived as I also missed you being back and girl, I am glad to see you! 
I feel a lot of very valuable and I sightful things have been said here. You need to come to a point where you will naturally feel that alcohol has nothing benefitial to add to your life. It isn’t your friend, your escape for a few hours, it destroys, takes over days and weeks, leaves you unstable, stressed, regretful, your life chaotic. You need your sober wits about you for your very demanding life (congrats for going back to school! 
). And like every single of us you’ll do so much better without. I hope you are still going strong. Sending strenght and love!
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