I had my first relapse dream last night 
IT WAS AWFUL 
I have never been so glad to wake up! I’ve been thinking and talking about it all day 
I’ll spare you all the details but it scared the shit out of me! Then I was irritable and frustrated 
I’m glad it was just a dream but the details of the dream and the people who were it tells me I have some emotional work to do SHEESH!!! That’s gonna be fun 
It makes me think of Step 4 which I thought was the worst last time I was in recovery. I know this journey isn’t easy but that dream makes me want to stay sober in this life and the next LOL 
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I used to have them often. Now only one silly great while. What does it that coffee taste good in the morning when you clear your head and realize it was only a dream?
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I haven’t had a relapse dream in a while but when I did on my first 6 months (before a real relapse) it was so realistic it actually ruined my morning that day from what I remember 
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Don’t feel bad, like my counselor said. I have them too and wake up very annoyed or like i did something wrong and i didn’t do anything lol
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