@Thekraken9 here you go.
The story.
..
Drinking left me with
Anxiety.
Depression.
Saddness.
Guilt.
Shame.
Stuck.
Mania.
Anger.
Self-Hate.
Turmoil.
Missed connection.
Mental anguish.
Brokeness.
Despairity.
Loneliness.
Tiredness.
Un-motivated.
Lack of care.
Fights.
Anger.
Resentment.
Yelling.
Destroying.
Financial problems.
Cops.
More broken stuff.
Weakness.
Denial.
More problems.
Putting others in harm.
Drunk driving.
Literally destroying your body..
I could go on…
Sleeplessness.
White face.
Dead eyes.
Other risky, dumbass behavior.
…
Anyways, I’ll be 5 years sober next month.
While i still go through some problems its like 5% of that list. And, im working on that too.