Madison, the only thing to do is to get back up on that sober horse and try again. Ideally you learn sth from this i.e. journal the shit out of this situation and clarify for yourself what happened there. And then you double down your efforts and add something to your toolbox that is needed. Could be reading literature, could be collecting sobriety slogans, could be checking in daily here on the forum. There’s so many things that help.
Stay connected girl, it’s only been a few days. Just keep going.