So much better!!! Still have a lingering voice trying to bring me down but then I just think logically like has anything bad happened recently/today, have any mistakes been made, and where are you in life right now and it centers me back. Thank you for checking 
how are you doing?
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Im glad ur doing better friend 
That voice sure can be sneaky tho. It tries so hard to pry itself into our mind. Im doing okay, thanks for asking. I am going thru some stuff mentally (living in the past and in the future) but im going to start meditating again on Monday to bring myself out of it. Have to focus on being in the present.
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Hugs to my girls 
.you are doing great not listening to that voice and working on staying in the present.
@FaithHandley @Butterflymoonwoman
The warmer weather approaching really does mess with my head. I am glad I know nothing good comes from my addiction is and I have this place to keep me on track 
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Same here - having a rough night with some boy drama that is resurfacing some insecurities I have about myself annd my first thought to “relax” from it was to smoke and it’s really making me face the woman in the mirror. This sucks!!! But we always have to have a coming to Jesus moment with ourselves in order to grow
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I’m here for you girl. Please reach out again if you need it. Very excited to hear how meditating goes on Monday 
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So true. Keep working your recovery. Sorry about the boy drama. Know that drinking/. smoking will not help in any way. Stay strong 
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Absolutly loving this thread! There truly is something special about women in recovery. The women who i have met in my program and in my spiritual practices have been so influential, supportive, and inspiring these last few months, so would love to see more of a womens group presence on here.
I thought I would share this book I was gifted by my grand-sponsor today. I havent started on it and I know not everyone here is in 12-step, but it seems like kismet:
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What a beautiful gift. Thank you for sharing…I’m gonna check out the book
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Thank for this! I’m excited to check this out
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Made it to twenty days 
had a weird day at work and now I’m over thinking but my over thinking may be correct so what am I doing? Making brownies and ham & cheese pin wheels while listening to Bunnie XOs podcast to keep myself busy so I don’t sulk hope you ladies are having a great night
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Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms, bonus moms, fur baby moms and all the other types of mamas I’m missing - hope yall have a beautiful day 
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Happy Mother’s Day back to you! I plan on keeping it simple and staying sober
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Yeah to 20 days 
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Hope you were able to sort out the thinking. Sometimes we need to properly dissect a situation in order to fully understand the next steps.