I treated today like any other and had my Penjamin (THC vape pen) ready to go. Lately I have been feeling “abdominal” …something that I’m pretty sure is actually from my lungs or esophagus. It’s not exactly pain but a discomfort. But today made me realize how dependent I am on these stupid things and, arguably much scarier, how dangerous they can be.
I just wanted an “odorless” solution to cannabis that wasn’t an edible and now I may be paying the price. I quit cigarettes over 10 years ago and I think the THC vape pen is resurfacing the ritual addiction of it.
Here’s to my new life without “Penjamin.” Breakups suck but I’m ready to be single and alive to tell the tale.