Its my first time actually writing anything here. I did not know where else to go, so here goes nothing.
Im 10 days away from being 9 months sober regarding subtance abuse. I have had cravings before, but nothing like the past few days. At this point I am so close to just taking the car and driving to go get anything. My guide is currently unreachable for me and I dont know what else to do know. I cant focus at work, typing this is proving to be extremely hard too. Guess I am hoping in jotting some stuff down, it might make this feeling go away. Guess thats it…
Sorry if this seems uncoherent or out of place. As I said first time posting and also just venting a bit, who knows