Hello everyone I know I have not been on here in a while. And this is probably why at 5 months. I’m feeling like it is my 1st day clean. I’m not sure what is going on. I’ve been having major dreams. I’ve been thinking about using and I really don’t want to I don’t know where all this is coming from.
My, it is almost like. I guess I’m feeling stagnant complacent, maybe I’m i’m not sure but I feel like I’m not moving forward. Just thought I’d share I definitely am not giving me up
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If you haven’t checked in here in a while, are you doing anything else for your recovery? It does take work to figure things out. I had to learn how to exist sober in this world bc I’d never done it. What helped me when I had that stagnant feeling was attending AA and beginning the steps. Don’t know if you’ve done that or not but trying anything new will help. Change is good 
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